Gail Haniman. Eleanor Oliphant is in order (№ 400585)

What's the meaning of my existence? I have nothing, absolutely nothing brought to this world and he took it. And when I disappear, nobody will notice a significant difference. The transition from this world to other people, at least, feels a handful of loved ones. At me such was not. I don't light up the room, when I go to her. Nobody wants to see me or hear my voice. I'm not at all. Just stating a fact. I waited for death all his life. Not that I really want to die, I just have no desire to live. But now something has changed and I realized that death does not have to wait.