Liya Movadin. Gangstas (№ 414198)

Dad says everything will work out, I'll still find my man - I'm handsome, smart and rich. Why don't they see that the insides are falling out of me, that I walk, hugging myself - I will relax my hands and crumble. That which kept me whole remained there. That which kept me whole does not want me. I don't want myself anymore.