Want to eat your pancreas (suizo no Kimi wo tabetai) (№ 415496)

You see, I looked up to you. You're a truly amazing person. I only become charming next to others. So everybody does? Your relationships with people make you a person. I've said it before, but that's how I relate to life. But you and only you have always been yourself. You did not communicate with anyone and did not rely on anyone, you figured yourself out and gained your charm. I've always wanted me to do that too. And that day... The day you genuinely worried about me... The day you said you wanted me to live... For the first time in my life, I was able to feel special and unique. I used to think that I was no different from hundreds of thousands of other high school students, even if I was destined to live much less. And for some reason you cared about such a boring girl. You didn't need other people: no friends, no girlfriend. And you took... and chose me like this! Maybe all my life, all my 17 years, I lived for you to choose me. Like cherry blossom petals that are waiting for spring to arrive!