Sophie Gonzalez. Just completely crushed (№ 428600)

It's funny how a person can spend weeks, months, or sometimes even years preparing for a nightmare that is more "when" than "if." And then, when you just convinced yourself that you have accepted the end of the world and come to terms with the consequences, it really comes, and suddenly, and you are not at all resigned. You fall, sit where you stood, overwhelmed by a loss for which you were never prepared.