SAD Phoenix. (№ 431423)

I hate that feeling when you are sad, but you have no idea why. You feel SUCH emptiness, but nothing special has happened. They ask you: what's wrong? And you cannot explain or you are not asked about anything at all, I do not know which is worse. It feels like I miss someone I've never met before, like I need someone who doesn't need me. Loneliness embraces and takes possession of me, but it does not even bother me, I deliberately protect myself, sadness becomes my best and only friend. I start to hate myself and want to be left alone, I just hate this feeling. The feeling when you don't know how you feel.