Jean-Paul Sartre. The age of maturity (№ 436155)

“So this is freedom?” Daniel acted, he can no longer go back: it must seem strange to him to feel behind him an unreasonable act, which he himself almost does not understand and which will turn his life upside down. And I do everything for nothing; you might think that the result of my actions will be stolen from me; everything happens as if I can always start over. I don't know what I would give to do something irreparable.