SelfPub: What I'm going to say now...

What I'm going to say is just my thoughts, and it's not an attempt to change your worldview. But let's speculate together. As long as I exist, there is no death. When death is present, I no longer exist. That is, you and death can not coexist in any way. You can't realize you're dead. If you are so concerned about the question of your non-existence after death, then ask another: where were you before you were born? Where is? Personally, I am very reassured by this Epicurean opinion, I like to think that after my death I will be where I was before I was born. Maybe that will help you.