SelfPub: Only now in full...

Only now I have fully felt the abyss that separates each person: absolutely anyone can become a harbinger of a personal apocalypse. And although a person is not initially evil, nature takes over him when every day is a lottery. When the question of whether you will remain morally or physically whole rests only on the ability to survive in a wild, lawless world, the instinct of self-preservation turns on. When the whole environment is hostile and just waiting for a chance to rise above others at the expense of other people's victims, everyone should be wary. It is necessary to be afraid of provocations and juggling of facts. And involuntarily it becomes the norm to bury feelings in the far corner of the soul in an impenetrable black box, to control facial expressions, to correct expressions. Of course, the power of unification is bearing fruit. But that seems to be what crushes people's hopes.