Osamu Dazai. Confessions of an "inferior" person (№ 221211)

Want to die. I want to die. Cut way back. Now whatever you do, no matter how you try in vain, only bigger shame would be hell to pay. Not to Cycling. Not to admire the waterfall "Young leaves". Ahead only shame and scorn, filth Yes filth - torture all the more painful... How I want to die! This is the only way. We must die; to live - only to continue to sow the seeds of sin...