Character: Exo



I didn't want to see anybody, I ran to the roof, threw himself on his back, fixed his gaze at the rainy night sky. Possessed not anger, not disgust, not longing even, and terrible, unspeakable fear is worse than the one in the cemetery evoke thoughts of ghosts; I was overcome terror resembled the reckless thrill of the ancestors, when in front of their eyes under the cryptomerias temple appeared Shinto deity in white.
№ 316596   Added MegaMozg 09-02-2018 / 19:03
"Crime and punishment" Dostoevsky. In the subconscious of lightning emerged the title of the novel. What if Mr. Dostoevsky put these words in a synonymic series, and in the antonymy? This is completely different concepts, they are incompatible as fire and ice. Not only Dostoyevsky understood these words as antonyms...
№ 316595   Added MegaMozg 09-02-2018 / 19:02
But as I was oppressed with some misconceptions, as I languished because of them! For example: in the Cup remain half-eaten three grains of rice, and so there's a billion people - that means throwing away bags of rice! Or again: if each person saved a day for paper handkerchief - no matter how much preserved wood! This "scientific statistics" so frightened me that, leaving a grain of rice or vyskakovaci in a paper handkerchief, every time I felt a great criminal, in vain transforms the mountain rice and wood.
№ 316594   Added MegaMozg 09-02-2018 / 18:09
He sees me as just a pathetic suicide bomber, who failed to die, so he sees me as a nerd, unaware of shame, I in his eyes - a living corpse, dying of shame, the Ghost is an idiot?!
№ 221217   Added MegaMozg 16-01-2017 / 11:12
Want to die. I want to die. Cut way back. Now whatever you do, no matter how you try in vain, only bigger shame would be hell to pay. Not to Cycling. Not to admire the waterfall "Young leaves". Ahead only shame and scorn, filth Yes filth - torture all the more painful... How I want to die! This is the only way. We must die; to live - only to continue to sow the seeds of sin...
№ 221211   Added MegaMozg 16-01-2017 / 11:11
The main thing - to make people laugh, and then they particularly struck my stay beyond what they call "life"; in any case, I should not become a thorn in their eyes; I am nothing, I am the air, the sky.
№ 221210   Added MegaMozg 16-01-2017 / 11:11
I am convinced that human life is filled with many pure, happy, serene examples of insincerity, truly splendid of its kind - people deceiving one another without (strangely enough) any pangs of conscience, people who don't seem to even know that they are deceiving each other.
№ 221177   Added MegaMozg 16-01-2017 / 11:10
The same woman in the morning and in the evening - totally different people, they have nothing in common as if they live in completely different worlds.
№ 215181   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07
People without a penny in my pocket easily understand each other.
№ 215180   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07
If this is our world compared with the sea, as through the water you can see the fantastic wavering glare, as well through the laughter lurks hidden deep into adult life.
№ 215179   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07
In relation to the woman, the phrase "noble knight" sounds pretty strange, but I from my own experience I know that women have this kind of generosity more often than men, the capital, anyway. Men shield chivalrous nobility usually cover the cowardice and greed.
№ 215178   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07
How many in this world of accidents, different poor people... no, I can safely say that everyone is miserable in this world; however, all can with their misfortune to cope, unable to openly go against the opinion of "society", and it very well could be, do not condemn, perhaps even sympathize with them.
№ 215177   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07
... she, too, was unhappy, and unhappy people sensitive to grief.
№ 215176   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07
If a woman suddenly starts crying - you need to give her something to eat something sweet, and then her mood will instantly improve.
№ 215175   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07
To understand how and what a woman thinks seemed wiser than to understand the thoughts of earthworms; however, the lesson does not the most pleasant.
№ 215174   Added MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 17:07