Alexander Makarov. My personal drama (№ 379650)

With pleasure I plunged into another self-deception, hoping that this time things will be different. People generally love to deceive ourselves, because it numbs the pain. Take a step into the future is very difficult, much easier to go back where everything is familiar. Ahead of the unknown, and it scares me, and the road passed us well-studied, we know her every bump, remember all the holes and ruts, every Bush, every flower, all parts of lush greenery and sun-bleached grass.