Book: Russian fate, the confession of the renegade. Page 1



Drunkenness I thought was morally justified. Moreover, I regarded him as a phenomenon is inevitable in the conditions of Russia, and as a phenomenon of social, not medical. <...> In Russia, alcohol was never a part of normal food, as in many other places on the planet. He was always part of public policy. The main causes of alcoholism has always been poverty and misery of life, and psychological drama generated by the hopelessness of the situation and despair. In the early postwar years, binge drinking has taken such proportions, such as never was in all last history of Russia. Didn't have money for good food and clothes. And drinking enough. It was cheaper. People have experienced untold misery and sorrow. Drunk is for the time forgotten. Life became a little more colorful and fun. Relationships with people have become heartier. The government deliberately maintained drinking as a means to divert people's attention from their plight. Alcoholic drinks were sold everywhere. In the evenings, which are regularly arranged in all institutions and enterprises, certainly worked for buffet.
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They say that the historical Salieri was not at all like in the legend. But if this is so, the legend is still closer to the truth. In mozartian time, one realized Mozart was one of Salieri. In our time, at a potential Mozart are thousands of actual Salieri acting even more cowardly and small than the legendary Salieri. Progress!
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War waited from minute to minute. And when it started actually, she erupted like thunder from a clear sky. I can't describe the first days of the war clearly and systematically. Yes, and there's no need: it is well known that it was unheard of panic and chaos. It was panic and animal fear, but the panic from the chaos and meaninglessness of what was happening. Suddenly it was discovered that the whole system of organization of large masses of people, seemingly strict and obedient, is actually fictitious and are not manageable. It was panic of the worst sort - the fear of the collapse of the system seemed reliable. Fallen into a panic of fear people can be stopped. And then people, who knew no fear and was in a state of complete confusion.
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But because people do not need every day to do meanness to be scoundrels. The essence of man is manifested in the few, but characteristic action.
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The last century was smarter than ours, and the future will be even more stupid. The child who knows how to work a computer, but not knowing the multiplication table, is a sign of degradation. Everything else in the world disappeared the mystery and Holiness. We turn into a smart car, consisting of fools and serving even more stupid characters.
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My encounters with historical figures are either not held at all, or was anecdotal short. About Lenin I found out when he was no longer in the world. About Stalin, I learned early. By the age of seventeen I had a passionate desire to see him, but in order to shoot or throw a bomb at him. But our meeting did not take place for reasons purely of a technical nature: there was no gun and no bombs, and the minimum distance to Stalin, for which I was eligible, excluded the possibility of the use of gun and bombs if they were.
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It is well known that human memory is not subject to the rules of logic. It is not klassificeret the events of his life as significant and insignificant and does not give preference to the first. For example, I still remember the phone number that I had to call for the first time in 1933, but I do not remember the phone number of his own apartment where he lived for many years in Moscow. I remember the number of the rifle that I was given in 1940 in the army, but can't remember the name and location of the settlements which I have visited during his travels in 1939 - 1940. I remember the name of the horse that I was given on arrival in a cavalry regiment. But I couldn't for many months while writing the book, to remember the name of the guy I shared a piece of bread and innermost thoughts, and who denounced me in a Special Department of a regiment. So if you strictly follow what is stuck in memory, then the objective picture of life can happen even with sincere intentions to be objective.
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The rebellious person or group of people has no program of his behavior during the riot. Riot has a reason but has no purpose. Rather, he has a purpose in itself. The riot is a purely emotional phenomenon, although the number of reasons and can include considerations of the mind. The riot is a manifestation of hopeless despair. In a state of revolt people can do things that, from the point of view of outside observers look insane. Revolt is the state of madness, but madness is not medical, but social.
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When the number of people involved in the search for truth exceeds a certain allowed maximum, then comes into force a law: the more seekers of truth, the more heinous misconceptions arise from these searches.
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The pain is not so acute, if you have a firm decision to stand.
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All the secrets we need to keep foremost in my mind.
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When a person stops learning, he enters into the stage of aging.
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In Russia only after the death of a real person we know who lost.
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