Book: Notes ugly duckling

Climb on top your step every day - it probably would have transformed the world.

And love is the gazing, slowly, gazing. Even if it strikes at first sight. Anyway, after that first glance, the years take a look: what are you then surprised? Love is endless gazing. Endless the opening of the soul. There is not morality, not to betray the fear prevents to part; come and go deep, no deep end. Exactly the same as in mystical experience. Mystics loved the erotic metaphors... Even in the passion it is impossible to get to the core without the hidden strings, the same thrill responsive to poetry, music, painting, and touch. Months pass, sometimes even years until you notice. Don Juan did not have time for this. He doesn't ever occur to you that the same violin - if it sounds good - you can extract thousands of tunes; for every day what was needed was a new tool. And his life was full of duels, abductions, chases, and love is born in silence...

When love is full to the brim, for infidelity is simply no room. If not, you have to look for blame in yourself, to pick up the pieces of a broken feeling, to raise him from the dead.

Then ran the messenger, and ordered to advance. I gave the command, and the chain ran 30 meters or 50. Pulled the neighbors left, and we moved on. Out of curiosity, I tried what words work best. For example, "for Lenin" - not pecked. "For Stalin" - pecked. The way I felt? Don't know, but something immediately said Yes, so... No, not like that... <...> In the end, there was a spell, by which I then, in the 44th, again had the occasion to try:
Forward... your mother!
For the Motherland... your mother!
Fire... your mother!
For Stalin... your mother!
Like in the old days: for faith, Tsar and Fatherland. Only instead of faith ... your mother. However, in the last century a Vice-Governor wrote: "the First word addressed by the experienced administrator to the crowd of rebels, there are the obscene word". So that is the tradition. Sexual power is the simplest symbol of all power, and swearing is one of the foundations of the Russian social hierarchy. Especially in the war.