Book: Extremely loud & incredibly close

I read in National Geographic about how when an animal thinks he can die, it stiffens and rages. But when it knows that dies, becomes quite calm.

Without you I don't have to be strong and I was weak.

I have invented a home in order to improve them, and to show her that they are unimportant, we could live in any house, in any city, in any country, in any century, and be happy as if the whole world was our home. The night before losing everything, I typed our last future home: "Dear Anna, we will live in the string of houses built on the slopes of the Alps and none is going to sleep twice. Waking up and after Breakfast we sled to move down to the next house. And barely open the door like our last house will be destroyed and built anew. And from the foot we again ascend to the top, and it starts all over again."

She died in my arms, repeating: "I don't want to die." That's what it is. No matter what the soldiers form. No matter whether they have guns. I thought if everyone saw what I saw, we'd never fought.

What if you make a device that can recognize anyone you know? Then traveling down the street in the Ambulance on the roof could see the inscription:
DON'T WORRY! DON'T WORRY!
if the device someone inside, didn't recognize the devices of those who are outside. And if recognized, then "Fast" could light up the name of someone inside, and either:
NOTHING SERIOUS! NOTHING SERIOUS!
or, if it's something serious:
THIS IS SERIOUS! THIS IS SERIOUS!
Even you can distribute to everyone you know, because of how much they are loved, and if the instrument of someone in the Ambulance, recognize the device of someone he loves or who loves him, and if he who is the "first" really serious injury, and he can even die, the Ambulance could illuminate:
GOODBYE! I LOVE YOU! GOODBYE! I LOVE YOU!
Another may be that someone will be the first number in the lists of many people, and when he will die, and the Ambulance is driving on the streets to the hospital, it will always burn:
GOODBYE! I LOVE YOU! GOODBYE! I LOVE YOU!

I lost the one person with whom he could share his only life.

I have not found any clues right even cry, if only the lack of tips was not key. Could the lack of clues be a clue? ...

I knew the truth, and the truth was that if she could choose, we would now be going to my funeral.

I miss you already. I missed you even when I was with you. That's been my problem. I miss what I already have, and I surround myself with things that are missing.
I miss you already, Oskar. I missed you even when we were together. With me always so I never have enough of those around, and next only those who are no longer around.

Instead of singing in the shower, I wrote the words to their favorite songs, the ink water has become the blue or red or green, music running down my legs.

She was reaching out to me, and I, not knowing how to take them, broke her fingers with her silence.

Yes and how to say love to someone you love?

He needed to do something for me as I had to do something for him. Only that was the point. Sometimes I sent him over completely useless things, not to deprive him of the opportunity. All day we tried to help each other. I followed his Slippers. He brewed me a tea. I turned on the heating, so he could turn on the air conditioner so I could turn on the heating.

Sometimes I feel as if I can hear my backbone sags under the weight of all those lives which I live.