Author of quotes: Zinaida Nikolaevna Gippius. Page 2
People want God to justify existing, and I want God to search even non-existent (likely). People really would be well with their passion, in their forms, with their mistresses and lovers; Yes, but uneasily - not a sin? They call God to come to them where they are, and said, "No, not sin; and if sin - forgive, because he remembered me and called. Don't worry." And I have nowhere to call God, I am in the journey. To me there is no suitable house in which I would like to live forever; I want to go to God; there, ahead, closer, is, I believe, the best home - want them.
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Marriage is still the strongest spirit leads the weakest, and where marriage is a perversion - spirit objret the strongest and dominates a weak and vulgar. This obtiranie and passivity of the spirit ghastly to look at, but impossible to ignore.
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People don't like me, don't believe, I'm afraid - I can't help them, they trust me. What I should not break itself or break down?
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...how do you want to accept, surrender to the flow of the waves, not wanting and just trust others more than you want to go - and just to bore you! Say to yourself: well, what can I do? It is a delusion, pride! Let others, they are stronger. And I am weak. Still nothing will happen, no matter what I do. What - am I? My will?
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Made to withstand the fiery stings, and not blind, stupid, stubborn stuffy. But it is necessary.
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Today is naked, is too personal in my suffering.
We will survive, will decide in silence.
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To love me - not...
I'm not one to not have to. Argue, and in the heart of the beast and eats my heart. Don't love anyone when I have pain. Do not like - but all regret.
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Cruelty is not a fortress, and polylobate. Cruel to be easier than solid and wise.
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Sometimes I was so weak, so wanted there, that forced myself not to think, not to see. I was ashamed to see, ashamed of their undying tenderness - without faith...
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MegaMozg 18-01-2017 / 17:18
My tenderness, my responsibility, my desire of power in the other - remained; but faith there, but because of the disorder of the soul and a puzzled state. Well, thoughts change? To refuse the last wishes of body and soul in the name of what is and what is not to like? This sacrifice asks my human self-pity, my tenderness, my weakness. But dare?
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MegaMozg 18-01-2017 / 17:18
Of course, error, but did not repent, and it was needed.
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It's all awkward words, it is impossible to understand for me, after a lifetime, did the words: to plead an ordinary woman, to make yourself forever in love and all. About this idea - what a host of fears, contempt, habits...
I was still in a frenzy, daring to obey the wish of the body. And have learned nothing. How to separate the body from the soul? But if the body without a soul did not want? Here again, everything is unknown.
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...Oh, if I completely lose this capability voluptuous mud, which, you know, lurking in me, and I don't even understand, because I'm in lust, with all the sensuality - I don't want some form of love, funny about that you know. I will die not understanding. I belong to myself. I own and God's.
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MegaMozg 18-01-2017 / 17:18
Poetry I always write, pray, and never commit them in the shower no earthly relationship, no man.
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I privetlivy, but I cold think about breaking. A stranger, and now are often the nasty people...
Don't want any love anymore. Valantine I'm tired and tedious.
I'm guilty. I can't ask you to lend me a ladder to the clouds, since I have no wings.
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