introspection [Theme] Page 14

All this time, I saw and thought: well, just drinking - and that's it. Alcoholism was a problem of some old assholes from some other world. But in reality, I long ago became completely dependent. Yes, I became addicted, I wanted to use alcohol as the organic solvent, which incidentally, he is wanted, he dissolved the permanent, inescapable feeling my otherness, belief that all outside of my skin, I do not fit. But under the skin-that - I'm small, always trembling, always chiuauas into a ball.

- Everyone is trying to blame. Because I don't want to look inward.
- What do you see, looking up?
- Inside yourself? I see all of... Everything. I see the good, the bad, the evil. See the whole picture.
- And how much evil do you see?
- As much as you do.
- So what do you see?
- All of you. See the world that you did not win. The mind is endless. Throw me in the dead of the dungeon for you - it would be the end... but for me - this is just the beginning. There's a whole world where I am free. The world that you had won!

It's okay not to understand yourself.

Know yourself - self-executioner.

Judge yourself much harder than others. If you succeed in judging yourself rightly, then you are wise indeed.