Albert Orlov. ᅠ - No matter how we deny, ... (№ 409146)

ᅠ - No matter how much we deny, but in the end there are only our fears, desires and aspirations, an unspoken idea of how things should be. People seem to come to each other with Braille cards in their hands: sometimes the convex points coincide, and it is easy to read the other's mind, but often there is no synchronicity, and then there is confusion, misunderstanding and, as a result, irritation. Then, in order to achieve harmony in the relationship, it remains only to discuss all the differences, trying to find the root of evil.
ᅠ - Sounds too simple.
ᅠ - Really? Is it so simple that you only realized the source of your behavior today?
The question that sounded like an accusation took me by surprise. Slowly, I looked at Marcus. His head was raised high, but his face remained calm. Tilson is damn right: everything was fine as long as Angelica and I matched braille cards, but as soon as the dots stopped aligning, I quickly discarded the Russian cardboard - in fact, its essence - marked as incorrect, defective.
ᅠ - If only I had ventured to think about it earlier...
Strictly speaking, Jeffrey, the point is not to return to the past or avoid the consequences of one's own actions, but to understand the nature of one's behavior, to unravel the true impulse of actions and to be renewed. For years, you lived by faith in your own rightness, expecting others to obey you, as if you managed to transfer the police hierarchy to ordinary life: you are a detective, and others are just constables in your subordination. Now, after a painful epiphany, you cannot and should not live in the old way. Whatever happens between you and Angelica today is the price of your spiritual revelation.