Book: Cryostasis
Dirty rumbling of the train. The same type of scenery over the stained and dusty Windows. OKIN my life. Night streets, the taverns, cops, gangsters. Fight stuffy and dull conversations. Endless primitive faceless music with the same stupid and ridiculous, as if chosen by random number generator, words. Some people, flashing before my eyes - not only here in the train, but in General for all of life. They are all mixed up in a faceless gray mass. Gopnik template, template girls template friends template and the same enemies. Strange and cardboard people, disgustingly predictable, like talking heads.
Now I clearly felt, even felt the strangeness of it all. Absurd carnival. Imposed by the movie, a play, in which I dipped my head and some horrendously vile and insidious way made to believe this is real, real life.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
- Credits - Yes, - agreed the bartender.
Great phrase. Most importantly, with deep meaning on every occasion of life. "You got a cigarette?" "The cigarette is Yes." "Girl, you can meet with you?" - "Introduction - Yes". Who invented this was a fucking genius.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
Operas with tattoos stared at my tattoos, as if eagerly trying to determine whose patterns are cooler, mine or his. Squinting, he nodded at the kanji on my neck:
What does it mean? Character?
- "Made in Japan, warranty three years," I said. - Saw a beautiful hieroglyphs, decided to chop. Who knew that there is such stupid nonsense. Fool of our brother.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
If you believe the textbooks, they were one of my species. But it could not be. It wasn't supposed to be. If the books claim that these creatures are members of my own species - to hell with such books.
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...Any simple idea not to inform anyone until he was ready to accept it. The cold hard truth. The idea of the value and fragility of life - despite its obvious to everyone - you cannot drive to the head of anyone, yet he will not be faced with something inevitable and fatal. With something, then it will be too late.
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"I'd kill for a new smartphone". "If she doesn't call, I don't know what'll do with them". "Give me money for vodka, the wife, or I'll wring your neck".
Are you ready to kill for a new gadget. Imagine that you cut off the legs. You will never be able to walk again. You won't be able to leave the apartment or even to get to the toilet. Dance. Run that is forces on the beach. To fully love their girlfriend or wife. Feel it. Felt? Well, as the new gadget is still the limit of your dreams?
When it became customary to throw words without thinking about their meaning, and when the husk has replaced that a priori is the most important?
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
From all sides we hear: "She dumped me, I don't want to live," "Parents don't appreciate me, screw this life", "there is No work and friends, it is better to die". What stupidity. The world dulled in its infantile backwardness, inspired TV, Internet. All this entertainment for grub softened unaccustomed to think and perceive the world of the brain.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
Death can sometimes be a blessing. Because there are things much more terrible and dreadful than death.
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Everyone paints the world in their own way. On the planet only 7.5 billion people. Our planet 7.5 worlds. For some reality around - great place for entertainment. For another, this beautiful planet, on which you can travel and enjoy its beauty. Someone perceives the world as one big prison, where you need blood and sweat to earn a piece of bread. For each of us the world is as he sees it.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
- No.
The phrase of the two conflicting statements - a great invention of mankind.
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I have always been convinced that the trouble - any trouble - the family must unite as one. And leave the opposite. Something was wrong either with me or with my family. Maybe with all this world there was a time that is not so.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
- It's difficult.
- Well, - I said. - When you're a teenager, you whole life, and you instead feel the freedom and all these great opportunities, I sit and think: "Damn, Vaska parents bought a cool mobile, I want the same". And away we go... But you can just live. To do what you love. To be honest. Enjoy life while you can. Every minute of it. The world is simple, Jack. It's stupid people make it so complicated. Like you and me.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
Are you serious?
- Never joke. Even Petrosian in childhood was not looking.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
On the planet seven billion people...
- Seven and a half.
- What?
- Breed like rats.
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MegaMozg 15-01-2017 / 13:59
- I'm going to hell - assured I marry.
- Do you believe in hell?
- Why believe. I see it every day, I nodded at the window.
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