Book: Attempt to escape

Is not people. People can't do that. <...> And this is Kibera, ugly like people!
Saul took a deep breath.
- Hardly, Vadim, ' he said. Are people ugly like androids.

- You seem to be a structural linguist?
Yes.
- Interesting job?
- Is there uninteresting work?

Weirdness... No weirdness. There are just bumps. Symptoms incomprehensible tectonic activity in the depths of human nature, where the mind death fighting prejudice, where the future is death fighting with the past. And we definitely want all around were smooth, are what we invent to measure our sparse imagination... to be able to describe them in elementary functions of children's views: a good uncle, a greedy uncle, a boring uncle. Scary uncle. Fool.

What exactly would change if she fell in love with me? You would hug her, and kiss her. Could be all the time with her. I would be proud of. Everything, it seems. Silly, but whatever. Just would have been another. How it all looks pathetic when you think logically! And in another reason I do not know. Empty I'm a man, a cynic.

Why people do not learn to live simply? From somewhere in the bottomless depths of Patriarchal crawling all time vanity, self-love, wounded pride. And for some reason always have something to hide. And there is always something to be ashamed of.

Why everything is arranged so silly: a man can be saved from any troubles of the poor - from disease, from indifference, from death, and from this disaster - from love - him and no one can help... there are Always a thousand advisers, and everyone will be able to advise myself. Yes and the victim was a fool, he does not want to be helped, that's weird.