Character: Alfiya

Today I again dreamed that I live on the Blue planet with dirty water and tasteless smelling air. There are some cities from the sky is cold, white rain, only it's not wet and soft. It is called snow. There are not very good and not too smart people. And in some countries there except people live verbludi. They do not like people, they have funny faces and the two humps on the back. Wool verbluda of these people are knitting mittens and socks, and weave beautiful carpets. I think it is unfair because verbludi of people do not knit.

I asked my grandfather Sifus why it happened that Zafar fell in love with another girl and didn't marry me, and I was left without a pair, because Zara it happens very rarely. Grandpa Sifus told me that they have whole souls invisible balls in my soul the invisible ball crashed into small pieces, so I have to fix it. And then I too can be as happy as anything in Zara, and someone will be able to see the light inside of me and revive my soul love. I asked what to do to fix your invisible ball. And grandpa told me to come here and look at the ocean, and another to record your thoughts. And I sit here and write them. It's boring. My mind is thick and viscous, like hot caramel from a neighboring candy shop. Only not sweet, and some are tasteless.

When I got sick, I didn't understand it. With me because before never occurred. Suddenly I started to want to sleep and sometimes cry, I stopped to admire the ocean, and all around was so dull and pointless. I was scared. I was not familiar with this condition. Grandpa Sifus immediately realized that it is a disease. He said that every night I have to come here and watch the Star Sothis sets over the horizon. And he said I should write down my thoughts because it will help me to fix my invisible ball. Grandfather says that the ball has gone out and no longer glowing. He's probably shattered, and I shall again gather them together.

Grandpa Sifus says that inside each of us there is a mysterious invisible ball, consisting of particles of a shower of our ancestors. Someone this ball is black and the other it is bright and can be seen if you look closely. I've never seen someone on Zara glowed in the dark. Maybe grandpa Sifus something confusing? But I know that the souls of the ancestors sometimes speak to us from within and give advice on how to be happy. We listen to them, so Zara is a planet of happy people. Grandpa Sifus says that the most important happiness is to be healthy.