Franz Wertvollen. Scenes of family life (№ 399382)

If I lived, I would not have the right to be wanted, but... but alive. I had not been afraid to admit to myself: this man for two meetings became my happiness. I live to see him, and without him my world is gray. I would not afraid to tell you: you hypnotize me, sir, one of your whisper brings my nerve endings to malfunction. I wouldn't be afraid to ask you out there in Verona - what's the matter? I can clearly see you don't want to get married, what's the matter? And could that allow. I wouldn't be afraid to feel everything, feel how alive the horror, the pain, tenderness, jealousy.