Book: Diary of a mad

We have forgotten how to love, we have lost the ability to trust and don't even feel the need to care for each other. Something is broken within us, was vigilantius, gone with the wind. We have no answers to the simple questions: "Who am I?" and "Why do I live?" What can we expect?

Melancholy, sadness and hopelessness that is the state in which desperately floundering modern man. And it happens not only in Russia but throughout the world. In the world, maybe even more than in Russia. Russia - the Darling of the Light Source, and its role in the salvation of the world is only beginning to realize. Russian soul can still resist temptation. Western man did not survive this ordeal, and his time has passed. The world reports economic victories and political achievements lies the all-consuming sadness and despair. Only a blind man will not notice this. Our world is rotting from the inside.

The usual contingent of young people. For their "care" are hidden all the seven deadly sins. They only pretend that they do not care. It is such pride: "Yes, we have no money, Yes, have no future, Yes, we are unhappy, but we do not care at all!" And in fact, they desperately want money. Money is their happiness: food and sex. Gluttony and lust. Everything they say boils down to money. The money to the formula and sex. It is - greed. Their envy of the children of the "rich and famous" sarcastic. They hate anyone that can satisfy every fantasy. Their fantasy - gluttony and lust. They hate their poor parents because they are poor. They hate their teachers who tell them, what not in money happiness. They hate their friends, who can't give them money. They hate themselves for what they don't. The Cup of the wrath of these lost souls full. But they don't want to work and earn. Money should fall into their hands. Laziness.

Intimidation is the most effective way of influencing the consciousness.

Money - a vicious circle. Without money there is no happiness, because money is "possible", and no "no". But money does not bring happiness, because they make the person addicted. Fear of ruin is an addiction. A wealthy man is afraid ruin more than death. Money is freedom and enslavement.

In the pursuit of "treasure" - money, fame, power - the modern man has lost something very important. He had lost himself. We seemed to have forgotten about his mission.

He hates himself because don't finds what you would like to find.

And then he came to me Diogenes. He held in his hand a handkerchief and said:
"I am a man! Looking for a man!"
And then I asked Diogenes:
"Why is your light not Shine?"
"Because there is more Light. All out," replied Diogenes.
"Where did He go?" - I was surprised.
"He's just gone!" said Diogenes and left me with my questions.
"But I - man!" - I cried after Diogenes.
"But I don't find you!" - sounded from above.

This world is rotting from the inside. All already rotten. People meaning in life do not see, empty life. All lost. There is nothing Holy left. So take yourself than you have to. Someone is drinking, someone is pricked, someone "attached to the culture". Someone thinks that fall in love, someone hates everybody. Someone is learning, not knowing why. Someone is working day and night, can't see the daylight. Someone here is asserting itself...

I feel inner emptiness... I feel nothing... I feel empty... Inside... I was placed in isolation. Alone. Cell. Barred window. Only one bed and all.

I sat in silence and listened, my heart pounding. As if for him time is different. In a hurry. Like clockwork the bombs planted under the building of the world.

Mental disorder is a different "assemblage point". And no wonder she allows the patient to look at the world as something else, to see it as something that is not available to the ordinary person.

I don't understand why you need sex. They say that it brings pleasure to people. I do not know. I think this is just self hypnosis. People want to feel happy and can not, and therefore invent all sorts of "fun".
The chief chose the sex. All the pleasures money can buy. Sex can also be bought. But this is a special case. People want they wanted without money. That's why I chose sex. With pleasure always - the more obstacles and challenges, the more fun.
However, if a person of any sex or not really, or not this what he wants, he begins a depression (depression is no fun). So, sex is a pleasure invented.
All sex myths about sex. A lot of myths. The myths that it's nice that sex makes people happy, brings joy, brings people together. They say that this is the best discharge. "The sex is good for health!"
In fact, sex is the dream of distant happiness. Sex itself, of course, possible - bad business not artful, but he does not bring the expected happiness. It only tickles people's nerves, promises bliss teases. But it does not.
Sex gymnastic exercises. Bodies entwine like fighting with each other cockroaches. They puff, puff, RUB against each other, and most importantly - all its different parts.
And all in order to relieve tension that arose-it is only due to thoughts and dreams about sex. Vicious circle - thought, dreamed, tensed and went to "reset". All masochists.
The pleasure from sex just talking, and if you look closely is a cry, the groans and grievances. Sex is the main reason for resentment between people.

People are afraid to die - but that's only half the truth. In fact, they expect that everything will end. Themselves and hasten the end.
The showdown is the best way to die... a Warrior - he's suicidal. And then all the warriors. For himself fight, but still warriors. They think it's for life. And in fact, for death. A warrior is a profession to die.