Book: Pink time of my school life a fraud. Page 3

Drinking is not cool. Cool to be able to enjoy life within moderation and decorum.

... I do fear to meddle in personal Affairs, it hurts too great a chance to step on a mine. From my own experience I can say that even a casual remark can deeply injure a person. Ask you, for example, in the interview: "you Have a girlfriend?", and you're really hurting, even if demand does not mean anything bad. So, I what about yourself again? In General, I do not want to get involved. Attempt to learn something undisclosed is always a risk.

If something does not change, no matter how much time has passed, does not tarnish, being abandoned, I don't mind calling it real. It's not about those feelings, which themselves disappear over time.
If something does not disappear when you turn your back turn your eyes away, pretending to not see or have forgotten, it would not be wrong to call it real.

Until you open the box, don't know what it is. Until the moment of observation the result is undefined. All true, but if the observer is in advance assured that you will see and accept it, you see it makes no sense. Nothing will change.

The stars so far away that light from them is decades. Seeing a star, we have no idea whether it exists now. And because they seem even more beautiful. What is unattainable, or what's about to disappear, seems to be the most beautiful in the world.

Frankly, I've always avoided thinking about the future. Or ran away? No, not quite, though close. Still avoided. Certainly not skedaddle.

... And if I decided something, we must do. It always comes out. I lead, pull, push, but in the end has to make the decision myself. It's just my nature. There is nothing to boast about and nothing to be proud of. It's just a habit, it is second nature. If you're on your own, then do all must own. It means to be alone. You can call me player-wagon. Although, frankly, it doesn't mean that I can, on the contrary, I have little work. If you want to know what I really master is the ability to convince yourself to give up and retreat.

Talking about the past is always ever end. When the past coming to the present, their theme of giving.
So it comes time to talk about the future.
Perhaps, we all three understand that. But are silent.
The future is what you cannot see, cannot know, cannot understand and which cannot be avoided.
We don't see it and don't know, but it is worth it to attack, as there is no way back.

When so carefully avoid certain topics, whether accidentally or intentionally - this topic is really important.

If we continue to think about the past, it will never end. That was last year, I can talk endlessly. About joyful, fun and on that make laugh.

When you say "but" everything said before it can be easily discarded.

- Marvel at how you remember all the bullshit about the greetings, though the few who say Hello.
- Are you so stupid? Properly greeting the person, it's easy to make him friendly conversation. Greetings it is necessary to know necessarily - Kinoshita sad and wearily chuckled. - However, in your case the greeting should be counted for the whole conversation.
- Well, Yes. That's why I prefer not to welcome.

As snow recently, the slide moments. The light of the moon mixed with the light of lanterns. And because our figures stand out clearly against the background of the night. I remember in my time in the lamp, standing lamp with a cold pale light. So now, we would be even colder.
But the orange light reflected from the snow, gives a sensation of warmth. Though it seems that the snow is about to disappear from the lightest touch, the warm trembling, the light tells me that falling into the ocean at sunset glittering snowflakes is not a figment of my imagination.
The snow really is. And we really spent the day together. Snow - irrefutable proof, even though he soon melted when a little warmer.
If you touch it, it will disappear. If you try to roll the snowball, it will break, crumble. Even if nothing to do, tomorrow it will be gone.
And if the weather remains so cold, can it happen that he stays here forever?.. But enough to think about these meaningless "if". I shook myself, discarding foolish thoughts. Anyway, I already got the answer, even in childhood when you built the snowman.

What it's like when everyone is working and working and not getting any easier?
My life.