Book: What if it's us?



I'm tired of worrying about it. Tired of trying.
№ 415488   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:30
We end the song in two voices - one clearly cleaner and more confident than the other. But I don't care. He is the only audience whose opinion interests me.
№ 415487   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:27
In fact, I remember Arthur smiling broadly at dinner - thinking no one was seeing - and I just want to make him smile as much as possible.
№ 415486   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:24
Strange, but trusting Arthur is easier for me than people I have known for years. Dylan, Hudson, Harriet. To your own parents. And it's not that I risk less with Arthur - since I'm not sure if he will stay in my life. On the contrary: I expect that our acquaintance will last a very long time, and therefore it is important for me that he sees the real me as soon as possible.
№ 415485   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:21
But she was pretty hot for a cartoon. You know, it's like Bugs Bunny or Puss in Boots. You look at them and you just understand that they should be nothing in bed.
№ 415484   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:18
However, perhaps this is how the relationship works: it starts from scratch, and in the end turns everything for you.
№ 415483   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:15
Translation: I'm great.
№ 415482   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:12
Dylan's words stubbornly do not go out of my head. And then in memory comes hudson's reproach, thrown at parting: that I have too high expectations, and it would be necessary to measure the requirements for the candidate. I never realized what was wrong with that. Why can't I want a boyfriend who will appreciate me? Who will stay with me for a long time?
№ 415481   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:09