Book: Poison Fruit Season

Zhenya is not for happiness, and happiness is not for Zhenya, it is for cute kind girls.

A woman's life seems to be planned out, lived in advance, and only a piece remains after fifty, when the husband leaves or dies, and it will be possible not to feed or wash, but simply to live, looking for: what do I want? How to spend the remaining years? And it is very strange when the meaning is outside. You always have to be for someone, but not for yourself. You must give yourself to others, dissolve in them, if you are really good.