Anime: Pink time of my school life was a sham (OreGairu). Page 6

- What do you think about Kinosite Yukino?
- Annoying.
- Here's how. She is very talented, and gifted people, as you know, a lot of their problems. She is very good... good and fair. But the world, unfortunately, cannot do the same.

Dreams don't always come true. If you try, it does not mean that dreams will come true. Most always the case. But how much effort did you spend on this will be a great consolation.

- What do you mean by that?
I was trying to convey to you that men are simple creatures. One conversation with a girl enough to get back on track. But to receive a gift of cookies - even the explosion of emotions. No matter the delicious or not.
- Tasteless?.. Yes, you go!
- If the guy will understand that you tried, you would be touched deeply.

And then it dawned on me that we are kindred spirits. Something in me clicked and silence that surrounded us started to grow on me. It seemed as if the heart in my breast is about to overtake the second hand and carry into the far future. Maybe we could...

I'm going to change everything. And the world and the people in it.
- It was too high a goal.
Maybe. But better to live than the emptiness in my soul, like you. I can't stand the way you expose human weakness.

No one is perfect. All men are weak, ugly and envious. They hate it when there's someone better than them. Life of outstanding people has always been difficult. It's just stupid, right?

- Like you, around usually like. So why don't you have friends?
- I on life the beauty, so all the guys with whom I communicated, falling in love with me. It would be great, I love everyone.
- E? Explain?
In primary school my replacement shoes had to steal sixty times. Of them fifty times girls. Because of this, I had to carry a smenku home and back.
- Probably, it was insulting.
- Yes, sorry. But I'm very beautiful, so perfectly understand how they feel.

- Look, I can't quite get to the root of the problem?
- So he did not know that they have one.
- Fuck off already. I'm not going to change. And I don't need advisers who will specify what I want it to be.
- You want to escape, that's all.
- Since when don't change means to escape from something? Why can't I live in harmony with yourself and not with others?

And regarding your appearance. Remember - beauty is evaluated by others, not you. Simply put, you're cool or not is up to me.

My life is not some sort of love movie. I'm savvy enough not to fall into the typical romantic-Comedy trap. Girls are obsessed with bad boys and vicious links. In other words, they are my enemies. And hatred is the best way to avoid and not to fall into this trap.

- You have friends?
- Well, for starters, let's define who this "friend"...
- Not worth it. People who have friends that would have given a hint.

The fact that the world has changed, you should only change yourself is a lie. They are just putting pressure on you easy lie, forcing to make a deal with yourself.

I love myself. Never in my life had not happened, I hated myself. My good data, sometimes a pretty face, pessimistic attitudes and rampant realism to me, in General, quite satisfied. But now I think I first hated myself. Kinoshita Yukino in my eyes was always beautiful, completely honest, open. It stands firmly on its feet, no one else is hoping. And this Uminosity Yukino I, in fact, always admired. I itself began much to expect from her, is itself elevated it to the ideal itself decided that understand it, and itself it was disappointed. How many times have I warned myself, but in the end it was to no avail. Lying to everyone, including Kinoshita Yukino. And for what I can't forgive her that, inherent in every human being... hell... I Hate myself.

"Not one step back" - a motto suitable only for soldier. Not to blame yourself. Often blame society, the world or others. To change oneself means just to adapt to this indifferent and cruel, like the trash the world. Like to accept defeat and become his slave. It's just clothed in beautiful words a lie to appease everyone around, and himself at the same time.