Book: Fantasies of middle-aged women

If you'd been born a boy I would become gay.

It's like sex: the main thing is to get rid of the control head, because the head has not kept pace, it spoils everything, doubting and distracting. Reflexes more reliable.

So in human life there is not so many metamorphoses, and should not be vain to count on them. Evil from birth will not be a good, good man does not begin to do evil, honest do not learn to speak the truth, and the liar does not cease to deceive. People rarely change...

Exactly what the life limit is not defined, meaning that it is infinitely stretched, and this creates a feeling that there will be time to do something that not yet.

I was no more erogenous zones, the whole body became a single lustful, thirsty tissue, which is not asked for love, and demanded her.

I suddenly felt Dino crazy something native, something from childhood, maybe from a different, previous life, something that will preserve, protect, and regret, but at the same time so that the animal wants me, and that's what I want razbirayus.

This feeling of another's happiness, of what is happening around and seeming so available, just reach out, this feeling, I knew, is deceptive: someone else's happiness is always a shame unattainable.

Energy - I thought - and he was right. It really is some sort of tangible field, which I learned to perceive. However, has learned to do? Maybe I always knew, just needed to find a man carrying that energy.

I know so many stories about wasted, scattered along the length of the life talent! I have seen too many eyes, cherishing the unsatisfied longing! And every time you hear someone's story, when, again, did not happen, did not happen, not realized, I think to myself, "Oh, my God, how sad".

Namely, the contradictions just excited.

Yes, I have nobody, for a very long time. But for the longest time I didn't have you.

- I said "your new", but this does not mean that it is all brand new. It may be someone's old. You see, someone's old is someone's new, and Vice versa. And since it sounds unclear, adds: - in addition we are always restoring it, so it looks like new. You will not notice the difference.

You know, things that I regret in the beginning, they are the only ones of which the memory remains. And if it remains, then, they are the most valuable.

And then I realized, understood loud and clear, that so long and so many times, maybe only felt the most attractive, the most stimulating in the woman's movement of her soul.