Book: Mistress

He called me this morning, in the afternoon, sometimes even at night and spoke agitated, impatient voice: "Listen, I need to tell you one thing."

What makes it so special?
Special in it? How's that? It all special! Already the first hours of his presence in my life was special.

I also overestimated sexuality. Me too it happened. To me, a constant patient of psychotherapists. Because I so needed feeling.

At such moments, I wanted to be his everything. Saint and whore. And never to bring it and not disappoint.

And besides, we want every celebration to be a woman in society and lie with her in bed. But you do not know that she pulls the bottom of the abdomen, because the closer her days that she comes home from work she on another diet already used to the Cup of green tea with lemon yogurt and skim, not to a plentiful dinner, accustomed to evening the series on TV and restful sleep without snoring in a large empty bed in the bedroom with the window open and a wardrobe where there is not a single loose shelf where you could put on your PJS and underwear.
Unpacked you, son, like a gift under the tree, to play you and put in a corner because they have better things to do. They love you, but love you the missing.

After a successful life has nothing to desire.

After Martha died, I just replaced God without faith.

A source of the strongest emotions and the deepest anguish were women. The women were not here. And most of the evil fishermen, as far as I recall, also brought women. Those that were not.

Fishermen have a lot in common with writers. As often as writers, they become alcoholics and as often as poets, suicides.

She was exactly the woman he was looking for Jack. Because they believed that women suffering attached to human faster, stronger and for a long time.

Few people gets drunk during the confession. All I think about repentance. But I got drunk because I thought mainly about the sins.

"No matter what bed lay a sick body, it will still be sick."
And I whenever he says it, I think that Martha puts your body in the bed in which someone wants her and starts to hurt only when the bed cools. And then she just gets up and leaves.

I always wonder why I buy new lingerie before every visit to the gynecologist.

Date returned to it as a record, which it did not do in his diary.