diary [Theme]



The film is an intimate diary, notebook or monologue of a person who wants to justify himself in front of a camera almost accusing him, as if in front of a lawyer or psychiatrist.
№ 463106   Added Viker 13-03-2024 / 11:30
2) A good employee does not quit his job if he knows that he will not see it in action and will not receive a reward. The same with the work of life until the very last minute of death.
Quote Explanation: Yasnaya Polyana, April 12, 1908, old style
№ 458986   Added Viker 07-12-2023 / 11:23
(Dear diary. Today I went for a walk in the forest... And I met a bear.)
№ 441926   Added MegaMozg 08-07-2022 / 22:21
He is alone in the whole city, loneliness - hunger, loneliness - cold.
№ 431432   Added MegaMozg 31-10-2021 / 02:51
“What, didn’t I say that killing Mudbloods was meaningless to me?” For many months now, my new target is you.
№ 428786   Added Viker 29-09-2021 / 16:23
“It is deadly boredom to listen to the silly outpourings of an eleven-year-old girl,” he continued. “But I was patient. I answered, I was sympathetic, I was kind. And Ginny fell in love with me: "No one has ever understood me the way you do, Tom ... I am so glad that I have this diary and I can trust him ... It's like having a friend who is always with you, inseparable ..."
№ 428784   Added MegaMozg 29-09-2021 / 16:21
Perhaps it's best to take notes day in and day out. Keep a diary to get to the bottom of it.
№ 424910   Added MegaMozg 04-08-2021 / 22:27
There is an outstanding book "Near the Monastery Walls" by Sergei Volkov, one of the last graduates of the old Moscow Theological Academy. In my opinion, one of the best works about the Church and the Trinity-Sergius Lavra of the period of the revolution. Volkov knew Saint Tikhon, Hieromartyr Hilarion Troitsky, listened to Florensky's lectures, saw the closure of the Lavra in the 1920s and its opening after the war, taught, and became beggar. He died in the 1960s without having a family and spent his entire life working on diaries and memories, most of which have disappeared. But even what has been preserved and published in the form of the above book amazes with the volume of knowledge and amazing language, poetic, soft and deep, which marked the era of modernity.
But not only that is attractive. He was replaced by family, household amenities, friends, social circle of the book. He was a man who read all his life voraciously, who in the most bleak years obtained, bit by bit, rare, often forbidden books, analyzed them, got used to them, communicated with them as with living people. Reading, organizing what he read, analyzing texts and ideas became for Volkov the main and main business of life.
The records contain several thousand (!) Books, brochures and articles from the 18th to the middle of the 20th century. Volkov recalled how he returned to books during the difficult war years. “I again plunged into the world of knowledge and truly aesthetic pleasure. And again, as once upon a time in the academic years, I was carried away by all this. Antique World, Middle Ages and Renaissance; Goethe, Shakespeare, Dostoevsky and Balzac; Persian, Japanese and Chinese poets; the history of China and Egypt, philosophical and archaeological journals, memoirs, works, travel - everything came to life for me again. I read new and re-read old books ... Books are material clots of the world mind and world soul - you were true teachers and companions in life. The Academy and Florensky, symbolists, mystics, dreamers, visionaries, poets, musicians - you are the joy and color of the world, teachers, mentors, friends, loved ones and relatives! All the people who came into close contact with me, who influenced me with their kindness, sympathy, affection, wisdom, all teachers, friends, acquaintances, students, comrades - I see, I remember and are grateful to you ”- he enthusiastically described his attitude to books. “How would I like to know,” he wrote, “what people like Romain Rolland, Maurice Maeterlinck, Knut Hamsun, Bernard Shaw, Herbert Wales, Aldington, Feuchtwanger think and say now? What books did they publish, what did they say about this war and about the people and life of our days in general? And I - a contemporary of these talented and deeply respected people dear to my mind and heart - do not hear their voices and their heartbeats "on such days." It is insulting and bitter. And you hear different chatter from all sides, and on the radio, and through newspapers and magazines ... "
Among those records that I had to see, there are whole sections - poetry (Knyazhnin, Soloviev, Agnivtsev, Merezhskovsky, Severyanin, Gumilyov, Pasternak, Teffi and dozens of other names), art history, prose (hundreds of titles - from Olesha, Ilf and Petrov, Bely, Antokolsky, Veresaev to Morua, Gashek, Locke), ancient history, medieval history, modern history, bibliography and, finally, philosophy - Russian and Western, which he knew brilliantly. He made careful extracts from various books about those he knew - first of all, about Florensky, whom he idolized. This is not counting the most varied periodicals and occasional brochures and articles. Separately, a list of "books that I would like to have" was compiled. Among them are Mandelstam, Muratov, Marienhof, Rolland, Nietzsche, Spengler ...
To "feel" that distant, tragic, densely saturated and wonderful time, you need to read not so many authors. Among them, no doubt, Sergei Volkov.
Quote Explanation: The book of the selected memoir prose of S. A. Volkov includes memoirs about the last years of the Moscow Theological Academy, about its students, teachers and professors - P. A. Florensky, S. S. Glagolev, E. A. Vorontsov, M. M. Tareev , Archimandrite Hilarion (Troitsky), about meetings with Patriarch Tikhon and Metropolitan Anthony (Granovsky), pictures of the life of Sergiev Posad in 1909-1970 and in the mid-30s. of our century, diaries of the war and post-war years (1943-1948), as well as letters from the last year of the author's life, representing a multifaceted panorama of the cultural life of Russia for more than half a century.
№ 423331   Added Viker 16-07-2021 / 12:47
Dear diary, only you can tell the pain that sits inside me and burns from the inside
№ 422192   Added MegaMozg 06-07-2021 / 06:24
But the litter remained in the diary.
№ 417514   Added MegaMozg 26-04-2021 / 09:51
Diaries are written for their own pleasure - and, of course, they are always monstrously lying about.
№ 415492   Added MegaMozg 21-03-2021 / 02:42
Dear diary, I cannot find words to describe the pain and humiliation that I experienced.
№ 414046   Added MegaMozg 24-02-2021 / 10:06
- Fine! Because there was ... well, basically ... harsh male poetry about murder and all. Unsuitable for an AI lady.
№ 412436   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 04:24
Personal diary. Encryption Protocol: Deandi Alpha-TR43... However, it is hardly needed. Ah, to hell with encryption! Let's live a dangerous life.
According to the annals, the Commandment was first sounded shortly after the appearance of the Jennerite Empire in its current incarnation. It put the survival of our species above all else. Some scholars believe that when the Commandment became something of a state motto, the empire lost its way, and as a result, Lothar Rendain came to power.
I am pleased to report that today's victory corrected the mistake made by our ancestors. When the smoke clears and we jennerites learn the lesson, I hope it will be time to forget the Commandment once and for all.
"To the end. At any cost." These words are taught to us from birth. But those of us who survived the War for Solus know that there is a price that cannot be paid. Some debts will haunt us for the rest of our unnaturally long lives. We must now find new words that will guide us and our allies.
I would suggest "Live together, die alone," but I accept other options.
Rendein is no more, as is our beloved Empress Lenora. And even though we are left without a helmsman in this new era, one thing is clear: we must follow this path together, as guardians of the Last Star. Like sentries in darkness.
Children of the Commandment, our war is not over yet. If we're lucky, it's never going to end.
№ 412390   Added MegaMozg 30-01-2021 / 06:54