Book: The Confession Of Lucifer

You can probably accept the fact that your passion - the folly and stupidity. Like a disease, like temporary insanity. Sooner or later it will pass. If you got enough inner strength, you can do this. The main thing to understand that you're just confused and further out. Of course, this is not a reason to feel miserable!

Why are you pulling a whole train of its calamities? Why are proud of their flour? Are you saying that this makes you strong? Not true. You live your past just because you're afraid of the future. Do you think that the power of man in his experience, in pain? Well, then you die, so you had the whole experience! Only, what to do about the dead?... The power is in you, not in your past. You need no reason. Just because you need.

Easy to teach others to live right. It's hard to live like that.

Where love is there is God. But God is always above the maze. And if you're confused, remember that the labyrinth is more than that. There is always something more. You only need to be able to see it.

... the question is not what YOU NEED. The fact that YOU NEED. Comprehend not a coincidence, but the need itself, and then everything in your life will fall into place.

The meaning of our lives is not to meet all of your desires and dreams. This is a dead - end design, a maze with no exit. To strive for something good. But the very desire only power, it is not the meaning of life...

... I feel bad. Right, I expect you to still love me. Ever. At least a little. This is wrong. I know. I would oblige you, and this is bad, bad. Not to be a burden on someone you love.

People wonder: "Why do I live?" They want to know what is the meaning of life. And they begin to look. They are looking for love, wealth, fame, immortality. And they have a kind of illusion of meaning of life. They are, as they seem to understand why they live. What if you have all that?.. What then? Why live?

There are people who need God, It is necessary for all who have a dream. They hope and trust. And this is faith - in God, in the power which gives man what he needs. But what if you have no dreams?.. No. No dreams, no desires, no hope, a single desire? Nothing... Why do you need God? Hell is when God gives you what you want.

Time is an illusion, it is not. I know you cannot think otherwise than in a temporary term, but it is a problem in your mind only. It is not connected with time. Past, present, future - a fairy tale for a reason.
Your love is now and your fear then will be with you until the end of time. And only if you go back to the past and change it, this fear will leave you forever. Every second we are changing their future. Your every new thing makes your future different. And how do you keep changing your future, in the same way you can change and their past.

Passion is blinding. Consciousness returns vision. But to see this is not enough. You need to look from above and not from himself. You need to be more.

Her house. Her entrance. Elevator. On the door the statement: "Before boarding an Elevator, make sure that the car in front of you". Funny. And suddenly, as if someone grabs her hand. The Elevator shaft. You climb in, jump, down, prostrate down and wait. Wait until someone presses "Call".
And in the apartment - gas lamps on sturdy steel hooks, electrical appliances, batkovshina outlet. Balcony - seventh floor. Old, left over from grandma's first aid kit. Knives and bathroom with hot water. Sasha's world went to Hell, where everything, every object, every bit of life - offers a way out. Exit to death.

Roads and intersections. Say, God made the road, and the Devil - crossroads.

Striving for the impossible to limit sharpens your senses. The battle for life and death. But is unknown, that life still loses in the end?..