Book: The last leaves

When a baby is born, he is born and life and death.
And about the shadow of the cradle and the grave, in the distance, as it will be. Care, care, prudence, "good behavior in his life" - only a few, few years, within a decade, and fewer still, - he will be able to extend the life. Not talking about accidents, war, wound, "murdered", "drowned", the case. But in General - "the coffin is already there he is, standing" near or far.

The most basic meaning of "coming of Rozanov in the world" (because every man is born for its meaning and with its own meaning) is to change to the Christian era the concept of "good" and "evil". It is in the discovery that "birth is not evil, and Christianity had no right to say." In this one and only. <...> But there are marriages openly. The world is a human institution. And marriage - "the beginning of the copulation", which means that no one is judging you, but only can't see, can't look. But it speaks to the mystery and mysteries of instinct, not of condemnation. <...> Came out, or rather, I found that "love of neighbor" and the different jokes - the grain of the Christian world, a recognition of shame as an indicator of "sin" and later "at least the obscene" copulation and birth. And ergo: "the recognition of procreation only after some kind of cleansing victims" (wedding).
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"Corrected!" (Christianity). Or: "Ormenis", "step aside".
It is not a sin, and a mystery "important important": and were justified the Heavens of Egypt and the East.

Without the monastery in the shower, no power. It is for the General (Suvorov, village, history of education) is true and for the poet. Not to mention thinker. Humanity dies in the crowd, the crowd and from the crowd. <...> ... a man can be educated only when he is alone. In essence, each of us is brought up from the star, the tree and the night. From the garden, the forest, the mysteries of the Sky. From the wilderness... From the inmost than this: that he is ONE. Then he climbed a forest tree, gardens, heaven. Because man is divine and the world. <...> Club - desert. Asiatic, by Mongols. "The horse Tamerlane all trampled". And that Tamerlane is just noise. Oh, she is now more powerful than all. But wait. The fuss will die in vanity. People will be less, life less, all the vomit, the stomach cleansed, and the patient (humanity) will recover. Just need to muck reached the final of nastiness.

Love is the law: its sharpness is inversely proportional to the mass. All love = no love.
Solid for all the love = no choice.
Selfishness, indifference, indifference.

But I'm thinking further: once the floor is a mystery, "prikrojeno" and that is not its surface, and the inner grain, "soul" and "depth", because obviously the act and in such circumstances that no one could even guess, could not even "consider" and is "most suited to the soul of the subject and the merits of the case", i.e. intercourse: it will be the most sweet, unbearably sweet. Not this be based infidelity? That "intercourse with her husband", as is known and disclosed, predostavljaet joy is in essence polyvinylene: and "suddenly" and another is "again the first night with a Lover". "At that time, she again lost her virginity" in respect of her husband: that is, how Hera against Zeus, which, according to the Greeks, ceaseless intercourse with God "every time again lost virginity". Because acute and essence - the loss of innocence and mystery. And here she stands in all its grandeur.
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The husband is, and young. Even more - he was loved. "Very respectable family". But inside her and him and her want of flour of treason: which one, in essence, retrieves a "complete thought of marriage": the loss of innocence, surrounded by a profound mystery. Every marriage has the enormous defect that it is "in sight" that "know all about it", then meets the substance of the mystery "that no one knew."
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Mystery.
No creature of her -
Infidelity.
Oh, that it will remain secret.
Shuddering, whispering:
What bliss! What bliss!

Oh, of course she loves her husband infinitely more than me. But when she looks at me - her look is fresher, than when she looks at her husband. With her husband she was tired. To me - and didn't. And now I see - in General - that the happiest wives and husbands who never change are look however to the untrained fresher than at her husband.
It in the Phoenician coins of the Roman Empire: often there is depicted Astarte, usually put his foot on the stern of the ship, has invariably hem raised to the knee. A fresh look is the hem of Astarte raised knee. It is in every woman. The essence of it: "Oh, I'm tired, and I want another."
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I have noticed on walks: the man, lifting his hat, apologize and ask the way to the ladies. What he told her? She never could see him, but she was with extraordinary will explain him the way, and the voice is more fresh than always tells her husband. "Oh, I'm very tired from her husband" and this - who asked for directions - I "not touched it".
Astarta. "My betrothed and cute. I'll be age correct. But don't get mad... or look away... and while I will raise the skirt a bit".
This is a compelling and internationally.

"The first place" - it's terrifying. It is named in the books the THRONE. Sit on it - God.
People popadayutsya, coming closer to him. And die. Killed the Persians, the Greeks, the Kingdom of Alexander the great, Rome. The Kingdom of Napoleon and the "French ideas". Now, I am convinced, die Germany. But all rush forward. Secret image precisely to the THRONE. And sigalda.
"Not to press forward" characteristic two: cancer and Russian. Cancer is so arranged. And Russian has a classic laziness. Laziness - the protection of Russia. It is her secret jurisdiction. While Russia is lazy - it will not get lost and will not die. "To hell with him - to hurry."

Then came "women's emancipation", "women will live without needing a man's help, and arranged themselves alone." And not think that it is a monstrous ideal of Lesbos, are unnecessary and harmful 999 out of 1000 girls. "But everyone except us, we don't need". "We're the first advanced - the light, walking in darkness". This Sodom cannot be moved.

All the victories of Suvorov did not bring much benefit to Russia, as she brought harm references "for an example of Suvorov". We have ceased to arm themselves, to learn, but most importantly, to arm themselves, all repeating and tratoria that "bullet fool, the bayonet fellow," and believing in "fast and rush". At the time of the firearms we ("bayonet - well done"), in essence, back to the era of knives to chop and hack. We have lost the art of war. And here: could barely win Turkey, defeated by Japan and found themselves without ammunition to Germany. What about this, in essence, "falling Powers" such things as the Zemstvo reform, judicial reform and boastful State Duma.
I think the kings know it. And I think: "Not that one! not that!" when jackdaw flock climbs, yells, cries and begs: "More reform - although mA-Liu-canopy-forge". Our kings see further and better than society. But powerless to correct the matter, too running.

The music of silence? The best in the world. Listen to forest! Listen, listen Listen to the field... earth. Listen To The Sky.
Most of all: listen to your soul.

Christ is not to blame for the fact that the priests are fools.
Humbly recognize that Russian the man is rarely not "stupid" and calm down about Christianity. Then it all will be good and great, and saving.

Than legkomyslennoe - the liberal. That's the rule. Levity is sometimes compounded by the learning, talent, wit. Brilliance is too often. But if the grain lays frivolity, all these talents are inclined to liberalism. What is the levity? People without gravity on the back. Without suffering. No taste for religion and the state.

My thought is, perhaps the main or one of key for "just Rozanov", - is that Russia and Russian are intended to Express the eternity and wisest "private began" in man and mankind that they are not according to fate, and the ideal and desire will forever remain "independent Principality" of God on earth, eternal "County" in the political system of kings, forever "on the sidelines" in the spiritual world, philosophy, conscious, feeling and confessing that "Higher" God, God, there "God sit" and look here a man not only should not, but dangerous, sinful, terrible.
God is great. And we are small. And let it be (remain forever).

... the beginning of civilization - clothing. Naked people do not start, did not start civilizations: impossible. Civilization began with the cloth over the genitals. Before that, the wildness, the wilderness of the forest. First zastyvshie and put the stone in the Foundation of history.