Book: 50 days before my suicide

Take a closer look at it. Although he behaves sometimes like a jerk, he knows how to love.

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- Crazy! We will be here all to see I say, not hiding his smile.
- And you imagine that no one is here. We are the only ones. And this music just for us, this air, this night.

However, before death have to do all the things you never did and to go where I never was.

I have not a house, but just a prison of some sort, where it is impossible neither to drink, nor to have fun. This is another reason my future suicide.

At least before dying should have to go to the place where I experienced the first love tragedy.

Another reason my future suicide - I'm a loser.

I think everyone at least once thought about suicide. When we are bad when we have depression, when we fight with family, we visited the idea that there is no more reason to live. People would be better off without me.

It was the only Valentine in my life, and this is another reason for my planned suicide - I never liked it.

I peered at her reflection and marvel at how small I look. I begin to breathe heavily, and every breath reflects a strong echo of the pain. Hate, HATE, HATE myself. In me a murderous rage mixed with pain.

My hysterical laughter accompanied by tears, screaming. I laugh. On the pavement in a puddle. I look at her and see my reflection. It's so pathetic, worthless, disgusting. Hysteria is gaining new strength.

You're not miserable. You're imagining things. At any time you can change and become another. But you don't want. You want to sink and suffer. To saved you. You wait until you save, right?

I'm one of those idiots who think that changing the hair color will start to change something in life.