Book: 52 reasons to hate my father



I spent almost all my childhood, increasing immune to the callousness of my father and his precious way of life. But no matter how much effort you exert, how long you stick to it, from everything you're not insured. Because you never know when you will hit the following Christmas. Or how Sizzling it will be cold.
As much as I'd like to lie down and let the Arctic fog swirls above me, I feel like something is stuck in my chest. Icicles fell. They pierced the skin. A direct hit.
And I hate myself for how weak I am and sensitive. I despise my own vulnerability.
№ 389907   Added MegaMozg 01-04-2020 / 00:09
- Lexi, - my father repeats, this time more demanding. His voice suddenly returned to the familiar bossy tone. He gestures towards the living room. - Sit down so I can explain.
I'm pretty familiar with that tone. He isn't worth arguing, because you'll never win. You're just going to waste to turn the wheels like a truck stuck in the mud until you run out of gasoline.
№ 389903   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 23:57
My father always says: the only reason for the delay, people claim a position of authority.
№ 389901   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 23:51
For his seventeen years of life I can remember four times when father told me he loved me... and they were uttered on national television.
But this is just how the family lives Larrabee. She has always lived. As long as I can remember. It's all for show. Entertainment. For the benefit of the press. We're as real as a reality show on TV.
№ 389900   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 23:48
All that is this family, is a facade. Suit. The curtain of a magician, hiding the truth from the rest of Oz. And with bruised knees, hidden behind the dress is worth 20 thousand dollars, with scratches on his hands, smeared with the most expensive cosmetics you can buy, and a box of wigs, hiding in the closet, I guess, are no different.
№ 389898   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 23:42
While on the outside everything looks fine - what's inside doesn't matter.
№ 389884   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 23:03
If you don't let anyone in your heart, you will not hurt. If anyone does not love, you will not find such a person, who, because his death would take away a part of you with him.
№ 389880   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 22:51
Marriage, like any other relationship between people, it's a business arrangement. Love has nothing to do with it. And the sooner you realize this, the better you will become.
№ 389879   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 22:48
To cry in front of someone like your will pack it in boxes, with the tying of his bow and sending it to hell.
№ 389878   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 22:45
People sometimes can be so annoying. With all their stupid opinions and secret malice. But dogs? Dogs don't have intentions. They are so honest and open and give myself to you without reserve. And so they will always make you feel better. They will always love you. No matter how much you nakosyachili. Regardless of where you happen to split the Mercedes.
№ 389877   Added MegaMozg 31-03-2020 / 22:42