Book: The flight from safety

Listen to your dragons... Submit. Surrender. Let your walls turn into sand, let the world inspire you in your muddy swirl, accept his lies, learn to swim, don't fight it... I believed him and surrendered to the dragons, saw a huge blue tidal wave smashed into pieces on my wall: no choice, no questions, life is miserable and short, the injustice which has no meaning, we fledglings thrown from the nest, we are stupid lemmings thrown on the rocks case, without any meaning. Welcome to Earth, you idiots.
- Wow! This is cool!

When something terrible happens or we find ourselves in a desperate situation, it's great to hear the magical "All right," even if we say it ourselves.

It's just me.
- Not just you. You are very much! You're my favorite!

The main thing - perseverance, the rest is a matter of time.

You create your own reality, so make sure it was a happy reality.

We have no rights, while we do not require.

Our true country is the country of our values, and our conscience is the voice of her patriotism.

Wine is our desire to change the past, present, or future in favor of someone else.

If we do not suffer from their otherness and loneliness, if we hadn't wandered in the darkness, we would never have experienced the joy of returning home.

Book - extreme stredstv, this is the ransom that we pay for the right to return to my life of nothingness.

Overcome fear to get excited.

- So how do you love me? To keep me here? Delete me from your life? I have lived here your most difficult years, I HAVE a RIGHT to know what you know, but I don'T KNOW it. YOU LOCKED ME UP! YOU LOCKED ME IN A CELL WHERE NO WINDOW IN THERE! DO YOU THESE FEELINGS?
- No.
- It's like a diamond in the safe! It's like the butterfly on a chain! You feel lifeless! You felt ever lifelessness? You know the cold? You know what is darkness? Do you know someone who should love you most in the world, and his not even interested, are you still alive or dead?
I know loneliness, ' I said.
- Loneliness, bastard! Let someone you love let it be me - will grab you and shove you against your will in this wooden cage, and hung a big lock on the door and leave you here without food, without water and without a word of Hello to for fifty years! Try it, and then come back with your apologies! I hate you! If there is anything that I could give you anything you want, without which you cannot live, let me starve you without it until then, until you fall, and then bring me your apology! I HATE APOLOGIES!

- You locked me in here and left me alone! You didn't care, I cry here, or you pray for help; out of sight, out of mind. RICHARD, I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP! I could help you, but I didn't need, you didn't love me, you did to me WAS NOT the CASE!
I came back to apologize to you, ' I said. - I'm the greatest and the dumbest idiot, which only exist in the world.
- You think because I live only in your mind, I can not see, I do not suffer, I do not need that you protected and taught and loved me. NO, I NEED IT! You think I don't exist that I'm not living, I'm not hurt that you do to me - BUT I am!

But if I'm very curious to find out what I left in my childhood and how it - if it could find - would have changed my present life, is it a crime? Did the Police Man will knock at my door and arrest me for what I'm interested in? Who dares to tell me I have no right to walk on their past, just for fun?