Character: Madame Michelle



As I'm not already missing... Now, here this morning, I learned what it means to die - in the hour of our departure for us to die; after all, I'm here, laying, shivering, on the pavement, and death has to do with me - or, at least, today no more than yesterday. But I no longer see the ones you love, and if it is death, it is really terrible.
Manuela, my sister, fate did not want me to be for you what was for me, you are protected from adversity, in the way of vulgarity. Live and think of me with a light feeling.
But for me this meal to think that we'll see each other.
№ 303417   Added MegaMozg 09-10-2017 / 02:21
Here you are, Lucien, yellowed photograph in a locket before the eyes of memory. You're smiling, whistling. You, too, mourned not his, but my death, and suffered not because plunge into darkness, but because we did not look at each other? What remains of life together, when both are dead? Today, I have a strange feeling that I'm betraying you. Dying, I feel like I finally kill you. So need to worry about this: not only separation from the living, but murder of the dead that lived only in the us. And still you smile, Lucien, you're whistling, well, smile I and. I loved you and because, probably, deserve peace. We're going to sleep peacefully in the small cemetery in our village. From afar is heard the splash of the river. We catch roach in spring and minnows. Running with the kids and will play and shout. And at sunset, the bells to ring.
№ 303416   Added MegaMozg 09-10-2017 / 02:18
I've been looking at him.
And rushed in a black, deep, and alluring icy maelstrom outside of time.
№ 302542   Added MegaMozg 01-10-2017 / 02:03
I have no children, I don't watch TV and don't believe in God, so I ordered the track on which people are willing to fold to make life easier. Children help us to defer the painful time when you have to be alone with yourself, and grandchildren even more delay this time. TV distracts from the need to build any plans on a shaky Foundation of our miserable experience; it fools us with bright images and thereby allows you to evade mental work. Well, God puts the animal fear of the inevitability that someday all our pleasures will come to an end. So, with no future, no offspring and no grains of painkiller to dull the consciousness of the absurd, knowing that the front end and the void, I have every right to say that not looking for easy ways.
№ 302540   Added MegaMozg 01-10-2017 / 01:18
Eternity is invisible, but we look at it.
№ 191415   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:15
To live, to feed themselves, produce offspring, to do what we were born to die - complete nonsense, I agree, but that is the order of things. But people arrogantly believe that they can overcome nature, to get away from their assigned poor biological creatures, destiny, being blind to the cruelty and rudeness, which is their life, their love, their childbearing and fratricidal war.
I think the only thing we can do is try to find the thing for which we were born, and to fulfill it to the best of their ability, nothing complicating and not believing in fairy tales about the divine in our animal nature. Only then death will take us for the good occupation. Freedom, choice, will - all is a Chimera. We imagine, if you can make honey without sharing the fate of the bees; but it is not: we are as poor bees, which should do what you must, and then die.
№ 191414   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:15
Why you need art? To play a brief but stunning effect of Camellia drive in the fabric of time wedge of emotion that goes beyond the five animal senses. How does the art? It owes its existence to the ability of the human mind to create sensual images. What makes art? It invests in the form and makes visible our emotions, thus imposing on them the seal of eternity; such seal shall bear all the works are able to bring in private form the General content of the sphere of the senses.
The seal of eternity... what kind Of invisible life that tell us all these viands, goblets, carpets and glasses? Beyond the picture - the bustle and boredom of everyday life, a continuous, exhausting and meaningless flickering of a variety of aspirations, inside her - the fullness of the moment which snatched from time, devoured by human greed. Oh, the greed! We are not able to stop desiring, and it both praises and kills us. Desire! It takes us and torments us every day throwing the battlefield, where the day before we were defeated, but which is now again filled with sun and again beckons us conquests; it encourages, though tomorrow we will die, to pile up the Empire, doomed to crumble to dust, as if the knowledge that they will soon crash should not temper your thirst to build them right now; it feeds our insatiable passion to possess what is available to us; at the dawn of our life, it brings us to the green plains, littered with corpses, and provides a stock of ideas and plans, which will last until death: barely fulfilled one, as another one appears. But infinitely much to be so tiring... And we want fun, and you don't need to strive, we dream about the bliss that arises naturally as a result of the aspirations and achievements, and as a manifestation of our very nature. Art is such a bliss. I'm not covered this table. And to see this snack, I do not need it. Someone else somewhere, in another life, up to this feast, someone enticed hardened transparent glass and delight your taste brackish gloss oyster with lemon juice. Among the hundreds of ideas flowing in someone's head and instantly spawned a thousand others, had to stand out the intention to cook and eat this oyster meal, it's a still life.
We look at a picture and get without making any effort, engaging on the fly captured the beauty of things, experience joy without lust, to behold what has arisen against our will, admired what we did not have much. And since this still life is a beauty that nourishes our desire, but born of the desire of another person, gives us pleasure which was not in our intentions, given to us though and did not require effort of will, he embodies the quintessence of art, the involvement of eternity. In a silent, motionless scene, where nothing of the living, embodied time, free from intentions, perfection is not constrained by any deadlines and are not corroded by greed, pleasure without desire, a life without beginning or end, beauty without effort.
Because art is emotion outside of the desire.
№ 191413   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
What is the nature of the delight that we experience before certain works? They amaze us at first sight, and how would then we're straining to find reasons of this phenomenon, no matter how he tried, patiently and persistently, to comprehend the essence of beauty, born of the skill, no matter how much apart the delicate brush work, which managed to convey the play of shadows and light, to recreate the perfection of form and texture: a transparent core of glass, the rough grit of shells, fresh, velvety lemon - all this does not reveal or explain the mystery of the original astonishment.
This miracle happens again and again: great pictures are our eyes forms corresponding to our inborn sense of authenticity that is independent of time. There is something infinitely moving about the obvious fact that some forms, even different artists and give them a different look, go through the entire history of painting and that there was a universal genius, manifesting the many facets of creativity each individual of the brilliant master. In consonance creations Klas, Raphael, Rubens and hopper? Despite the difference of subjects, equipment and material, despite its brevity and the ephemeral nature of human life inevitably belong only to one era and one culture only, even, finally, on the only possible for the artist's view of the world - because he sees everything so how is his eyesight, and suffers from the narrow confines of one's own individuality, the genius of great artists penetrates the mystery of beauty, and extracts the light eternal, the same, although in different guises, the divine form that we look for in any work of art. In consonance creations Klas, Raphael, Rubens and hopper? We find in them - even if not looking for - the very form that awakens in us the feeling of authenticity, because everyone guesses her to be the perfect substance, the absolute, unchanging, blooming spontaneously, free from all context. So is this still life with lemon: its charm is also not reducible to a virtuosity of execution, it also causes a feeling of authenticity, a sense that so needs to be located objects, so that each appeared in all its fullness and in cooperation with others to view opened their harmony, and the forces of attraction and repulsion acting between them and forming a powerful nexus of their field, the magnetism, the underlying, not expressible by words wave, which keeps the tension and balance of the whole composition - that is, in the arrangement of glasses meals and eatables to read the same universality expressed in the special, the one eternal true form.
№ 191412   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
Then I quit? When within is something drastically changes, it doesn't give words, and the condition and situation as when you move to another home.
№ 191411   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
Those who, like me, are attracted by the nobility of simple things, seek out it in the minor, where it is in the everyday environment is doubly striking combination of functional simplicity and impeccable perfection, when I know for sure: it's good and exactly as it should be.
№ 191410   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
So is our civilization are so hollow, that we are all the time feeling like we're missing something? We cannot be happy with what you feel and what you have, if you are not sure this will last a long time?
№ 191409   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
Art is life, only in a modified rhythm.
№ 191408   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
Two hours of sleep are not conducive to humanity.
№ 191405   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
It happens in the happiest moments of life. When, torn from the leash of consciousness and intentions, we give up that inner elements, see their own actions like it are not we, and at the same time get pleasure from their involuntary excellence.
№ 191404   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14
After all, we live everyday like the next day he will return.
№ 191403   Added MegaMozg 13-01-2017 / 15:14