Character: Louis. Page 1

I want to fuck Scarlett Johansson! <...> It would be the most wonderful thing that could have happened to me, and the worst thing that could happen to her.

Oh, these married!.. They all want to sell this crap!
I know.
I don't want a husband. Another mouth to feed, this is still not enough!

- Not!
"Why not?"
- Because!
Louis, look me in the eye and give me one good reason...
- No!
- You see, they are not!
- No! I'm not going to play along!
What do you mean?
- I... fuck you, buddy! I have reason to live and I worked hard to learn! Just so I'll not give up! If you want drink some water and go to bed and Wake up in the morning and try your fortune like everyone else!
- Tough love! I understand.
- Yes, no mercy! Only cruelty! Without apathy, Eddie! I want to die because your life is bad? Not your life is life at all! Life is more you, if you can imagine it! You don't own it! You take part in it and watch it!

That's wonderful! Have you ever been married?
- No.
- I was married for nine years and believe me, the Lord was not smiling!

Getting married, for God's sake! Fall in love, get married, and then divorced. And competently raise children in two peaceful, happy families. What could be better? Or is it better to grow up in a family full of grumpy ye*s? This crap is passed on from generation to generation. Know, that such an unbroken chain of failed marriages...

It's true. Everything that makes you happy, at some point it ends, and nothing good or ends well.

It's not funny to be alone at forty-one years. I was married for ten years, I'm divorced and have two children. It's hard to start from scratch after a divorce. Imagine: "Hey! Can happen something good!" I know too much about life to be optimistic. Because I know - even if it is cute, it will still run shitty. I know if you smile at someone and he smiles at you in response, it means you define the beginning of something shitty! You may have a couple of nice dates, but then she stops calling you and you feel terrible. Or you long to meet, and then she's gonna sleep with someone from your friends or you with someone from her... That would be bad! Or you get married - it won't happen and you get divorced, and will "cut" your friends money, it will be terrible! Or you'll meet the perfect person who you love infinitely and you even argue productively, and you have children, and then you get old together... and she dies... This is the best scenario!

- Do you think that we let this rusty nail to stop the wheel of progress?
- Do you think that all the wheels of your progress did anything, except, of course, that oppressed the poor? No, I have not the honour to be one of the citizens of your state; one of those happy, joyful, well-fed, prosperous citizens you starve. But I'm not a citizen of another state, and you will have special challenges, if you want to send me home.

I am disgusted with his scars just because they don't have to be on it.

Know. People are idiots, Liam. The world is a stupid place.

Seriously, this guy must be delivered with instructions for use.

Since I'm with him, I feel like I can at any time lose it. If it can close at any second. With him, there's nothing concrete, there is no stability. And I think I like it. Because of this, every conversation for me is like gold. Every moment spent together is priceless.

I have often wondered whether we love each other. All the lovers are mean to each other so much, or just us?
And today I realized that I don't care. I don't have any work because we are not them.

Around me only a black void, and I have no consolation.