TV series: Skins (Skins). Page 4

I loved you from the first moment I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to find the strength to talk to you. And I was scared of what I felt, you know, a girl. Then I learned to be a sarcastic bitch just to feel normal. I've slept with guys, but it didn't work. When we are together, I'm just afraid that because you're the only one able to destroy my life. I set it up so you thought it was your fault, but really I was terribly hurt. I drugged that girl Sophia to piss you off. For your attitude to me. And I'm a complete coward because I got these tickets to Goa for us three months ago. But I can't, I don't want to become a slave to his feelings for you. Can you understand? You tried to punish me, and it's awful. Too bad, because I really ready to die for you. I love you. I love you so much, it kills me.