Book: New moon

Bella, before you my life seemed moonless night, dark, illuminated only by the radiance of the stars - the sources of common sense. And then... then you swept across the sky with a bright meteor. Swept and illuminated everything around, I saw the brilliance and beauty, and when you disappeared over the horizon, my world again plunged into darkness. Nothing seems to have changed, but, blinded by you, I no longer saw the stars, and everything lost its usual meaning.

How can you explain more appropriately? I’m like an empty sink, a dilapidated house, completely unfit for habitation. Now the condition is slowly improving: renovation work has begun in the hallway, but this is only one, small part of the building ... Jacob deserves something better than a tiny room with crumbling plaster, which even a solid investment will not return to its normal state.

Feeling as if a huge hole is being drilled in the chest, vital organs are being cut out, leaving deep wounds, the edges of which then pulsate and bleed for a long time. Naturally, with a cold mind, I understood: everything was in order with my lungs, but I gasped for air, and my head was spinning, as if desperate attempts had led to nothing. My heart was probably also beating normally, but I could not feel the pulse, and my hands turned blue from the cold. Curled up in a ball, I clasped my knees with my hands, it seemed that I would not be torn apart by pain.

“No, not injured,” I lied. Although for the doctor this is true: heart wounds do not interest him.

I'd rather you die than become one of them.

How to keep our relationship in a vague framework, if I was with him so well?

My personal the sun went out.

Being angry is much easier and nicer than to burn with guilt.

You need to take care of themselves and to protect loved ones, even if it sometimes means separation.

- Max, what can the Volturi, is to kill me.
Intense, high-strung, Edward waited for further explanation.
- You can quit, disappear, the abyss. The Volturi, Victoria they're nothing compared to this.

I was like a lost moon - my planet destroyed by disasters that devastated the scenario of a disaster movie - continued, no matter what, to rotate in a concise little forgotten orbit around the empty space, ignoring the laws of gravity.

It was a strange day. I was genuinely pleased with himself and enjoyed every moment of life.

She is happy to see you. It's the little thing that mean so much to you. Do you pay attention to everything she says and does, but so that she noticed nothing. She seems very comfortable with you, and you feel the same way. I have the feeling that you were together every day for the last year - doesn't matter that you haven't seen her for several months. Are you talking about together as before. Kindred spirits.

Undoubtedly, as he had assumed, I instantly forgot about my worries and focused only on remembering how to inhale and exhale.