Movie: My life without me (My Life Without Me)

You know, today I realized how happy we were to meet, no matter what, despite life in this hole, despite the fact that we live without new clothes, despite the fact that we never went to rest - you never complained, not once. I... I need to take greater care.

In the supermarket it is cold, but you like it. People are always very carefully read the labels of their favorite foods, to see how much they chemistry, and then sigh and put them all exactly the truck himself, speaking thus - it's bad for me, bad for my family, but we love it. In the supermarket, no one thinks about death.

- Sometimes you're so much like dad, and I'll tell you - I don't like it.
- Wrong, sometimes I like you and I don't like it.

Now you see things clearly. See these stupid life, strange voices. The Terms Of Milli Vanilli. You're looking at things that can't buy, and now even do not want to buy. All that will remain after you left, after your death. And then you realize that all of these things in bright cases, these models in the catalogs, these colors, these special offers, these recipes Martha Stewart, these mountains of fat food only an attempt to delay our death. But in vain.

The job of a hairdresser is heavy. People want a lot from you, and sometimes just can not cope with the pressure. People want them changed, and sometimes it's just impossible.

It's you... With your eyes closed, in the rain. You never thought you'd do something like that. You've never seen... I do not know how to describe it... one of those who admires the moon, or sits for hours, staring at the waves or dawn, or... well, you know what kind of people I'm talking about. But maybe not. Still, you like to stand like this, fighting the cold, feeling the water seeping through the shirt and skin. To feel the ground softened beneath your feet... and smell... and the sound of drops hitting the leaves. What they say in the books that you have not read. It's you. Who would have thought? You...

Sometimes your father had Breakfast, only a bottle of Bourbon, and you hops from the beer bottle. You never even tried drugs in high school. Only delayed once the jamb of the don, not inhaling, like that guy who was the President of the United States... this... bill Clinton. Now you want to take all the drugs in the world. But all the drugs in the world won't change the feeling that your whole life was a dream from which you awoke just now.

- Why do you listen to this nonsense? Listened to music, like normal people.
- Normal people no, mom. This concept does not exist.

You'll always be the guy to remove my shirt to wipe my tears.

Some of us are sometimes unable to live the life that is expected of us by others. No matter how you try, nothing will come of it... It's hard. As the realization that you will not be able to make loved ones happy... You love them, but I can't love you as much as they want...