Andre Asiman. Find me (№ 404660)

“Music doesn't answer questions that I don't know how to ask. She doesn't tell me what I want. She reminds me that I am probably still in love, but I myself am no longer sure that I understand the meaning of this word. I remember people from the past all the time, although most of them hurt, not joy. I have no idea how I feel, although I do feel something, let it be rather a feeling of emptiness and loss, maybe even a failure, numbness or complete uncertainty. Once I was confident in myself and thought that I knew a lot, I knew myself; I thought that people like it when I burst into their life, I touch them; I didn’t even ask if they wanted to see me, I didn’t doubt their desire. Music reminds me of what my life was supposed to be. But she doesn't change me. "