Book: One in the ocean. Page 1

"As a spoon cannot taste the soup..." is the beginning of ancient Indian aphorism. One of the most important events of my inner life was the discovery that I'm really just only a "spoon".

I no longer hangs the burden of the past. People who had not experienced this, not even aware of its severity. Probably all of us, except children, carry a little hell in the minds and in the subconscious.

Internally, I was alone, but it didn't frighten me - communication with relatives was tantamount to loneliness. I have appeared before his inner world, and I was interested to live in it.

There is nothing about that it would be possible to tell with confidence: it is so and not otherwise. To judge something we can, by choosing a certain system of concepts. But if it changes, like when changing the angle changes the shape and the truth itself.

In dangerous situations all the time thinking you are within a breath hold.

"Why" - probably the first and most ancient word on earth.

All this was as if I could take a book from the shelf, browse it, and quietly put back - and this book had all my life.

About the sharks I was trying not to think these thoughts at his heels followed the fear.

Consciousness spreads to the heart, I have not seen and not heard, I felt.

What do you think might happen if a few hundred healthy blooming guys to settle in close neighborhood to an even greater number of young beautiful women?

From the point of view of common sense my chances to reach the shore alive were as follows: if during the jump I will not break from hitting the water if I don't get eaten by sharks, if I drown, choking or from exhaustion if I'm not going to break on the reef, if you have the strength and breath to get to shore and if by that time I'll still be alive - only then I may be able to be grateful for the unprecedented miracle of salvation.

I wanted to see and understand everything that was always hidden from the human eye and attention.

Only a desperate all possible.

What a marvelous condition when there is no more fear. I wanted to go to the square and laugh to the world.