Character: Humbert Humbert. Page 3

There I pulled the foreskin of the gun, and revel in the orgasm trigger.

To kill her, as some had expected, of course, I could not. See, I loved her.

We would have preferred never to know the neighbors is a retired merchant of sausages - if it turned out that he just released a collection of poems, unmatched by anyone in this century.

As I still sometimes won the race between my fancy and nature's reality, I was ready to come to terms with deception. I refused to accept is interference tormentor-case, depriving me of the pleasure I intended.

It was a state of epileptic bestiality, which would have flattered my vanity, if I had not exacerbated my jealousy.

The track that I heard consisted of the voices of playing children, only one of them. And then it became clear to me that piercing the horror is not that Lolita is not here with me, and that it has no voice in the choir.

She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, rising five feet (two inches and a sock). She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted forms. But in my arms she was always Lolita.

Actually this girl was at least under thirty (I never could establish her exact age for even her passport lied) and had lost their virginity under circumstances varying according to the mood of her memory.

My world was split. I sensed the presence of not one but two sexes, from which neither the one nor the other was mine.

Long before we met we had the same dreams.

A moment later I heard my sweetheart running up the stairs. My heart has grown so powerful that almost blocked the whole world.

So she was pious, this Rita, so special, that out of pure compassion would be given to any of the pathetic personification of nature - the old broken tree or widowed porcupine.

A change of environment is the traditional fallacy that their hopes are doomed love and an incurable consumption.

I looked and could not look enough, and knew so strongly as the fact that die - I love her more than anything that have ever seen or could imagine in this world, or wanted to see on that one.