SelfPub: Losing you

There is no way that you love today, and gone tomorrow. Just we have forgotten that love is changing, it is versatile and every day shines with new faces.

True love is an obsession, a drug. You always want to see a loved one, to hear the voice, to inhale the scent of the body, to be touched. And the more love, the more you need to increase the dose, I want more kisses, touches and encounters.
If this week you have insufficient portion of the one you have starts breaking. You like a man possessed, for, call, write SMS. Tearing through you a shiver, it's your inner voice shouts: "I Want more, never want to part with him."
But what happens when this drug is addictive? Touch is not the same welcome, kissing is not such passionate words are empty and looks lifeless. Every day is riddled with agony.
Be careful with this drug, which is called "love."

When you start to justify all the mistakes and sins of the second half, forgive wrongs, make a loved one better in the eyes of others - that means you're obsessed with it. And there is no turning back...

When we lose a dear heart, with him forever dies an irreplaceable piece of our soul.

The one who is stronger than all warmed your heart once ruthless of all can burn you...

I don't need this life without you! Waking up every morning, I'm trying to find one good reason to get out of bed and move on, but I can't find it because you were the one, you were the one who made me fight. Before, I was up early to stroke your hair, look at you, God, you were so beautiful when you slept... And now, when I turn sideways I don't embrace your gentle hands, you're not waking me up with his breath. If not, why did I Wake up?...
Before we met I knew that I would always wig out, have fun, drink and live carefree. But after meeting you, my old world collapsed, and together we have created a new, where were the unicorns and rainbows. Without you I don't want to move on, I can't, because WE thought that we have an eternity to make every day to love eachother even more.
When we first met, I said you want a love that consumes you, but then I did not even know that this love so recklessly and cruelly devour and trample us both.
You broke into my life so fast, like a fresh spring breeze upon which all know that change is coming, and having gone out of my life took all the oxygen and without you each passing day I feel suffocated... When you smiled, I felt like a thousand suns fills my soul with warmth and light, with your smile I am doomed to eternal darkness.
I will die with you, the most amazing girl in the world, which was the meaning of my life, I'm not here in front of you only my shadow.
My perfect world collapsed along with its Creator. I don't need this eternity without you, nor any other life or reality - without you it is empty!

- I remember how we met remember that day I wanted to look into your eyes again and again, that's when I realized that tone, but your eyes kept me afloat. Your raging waters all the more enticed me and I couldn't resist such a strong current... From the very first meeting I was ready to drown in you, that we were always together. I didn't care about that are fraught with the depth of your water, how many pitfalls, because for the first time after meeting with you eyes, I realized that we are one.
I knew that you will give me a boundless ocean of emotions, happiness and love that will consume me, and that was that.
After so many years, and I still knees weak when you look into my eyes. I drowned in you forever...