Character: Alex

- No, you listen, ' she snapped. - He took me to his home under pouring rain, fed me and my sister when our stomachs stuck to our backs, because the parents spend all money on booze, he gave us his bed and went to sleep on the couch, and then I poked a finger at him and laughed at him, because I just was afraid of public opinion and other crap. I'm not strong, I no. But you know what the terrible?
What? - quietly asked Frank.
- If I go and ask for his help, he'll let us in, give her bed and won't even reproach me.

I'm alive. Let go of the past and not noticed. Protective reaction of the psyche? If not released, it would have died under the debris. In me now emptiness. Feelings dried up, crumbled emotions, resentment cracked. Don't feel anything. Due to an internal void for me constantly cold, your hands freeze even in warm weather.

The first time I don't know what awaits me in the near future. We never knew the schedule for the future, but at least the weather in the near future guessed. Now and lost it...

My life has become like a thick photo album with black-and-white photos. All the same, dull and indifferent...

Why all people can't be happy? Why all people can't find love?

He answer text messages I'm afraid of drowning in feelings.

Life is like a long endless highway. Goals people come up with. Do they need something to explain their existence. Although there is nothing to explain: you just need to live. Go under the highway past the targets, meanings, comprehensions. All corny. People are used to complicate...

Love makes a woman weak. Wise women are those who gives weakness for loyalty...

Life doesn't flash film before my eyes, nonsense. It happens in the movies or cheap novels. And the reality is another...

Still, the man is an amazing creature. After living several years in that disgusting pit and finally finding himself on top, he still longs for her native pit. As if this hole was a piece of himself...