Book: Fallen leaves

Without believing in yourself you can't be strong. But faith in itself is bottled in a person indiscretion. To resolve this contradiction is one of the most difficult tasks of life and personality.

As the cancer grows and all the breaks themselves, destroys everything, and sucking force of the body, and there is no force to stop her: so socialism. It's an exhausting dream, unfeasible, hopeless, but which absorbs all the living forces in himself, the youth, the schoolboy, the schoolgirl. It fascinates the most ideal in their composition: and drags the unfortunates to the gallows - while they are convinced that they brought happiness. And in one generation, and another, third. How long has she been dragged to the gallows, and everyone loves her. "The dream of total happiness in the midst of General unhappiness." Yes: but it is the dream of happiness, but not happiness. And it is even the opposite of slow, engineering work on happiness.
- You need to dig the ditch and orosite hungry steppe.
- No, why: we sit in the hungry steppe and dream about how the children of our great-grandchildren will fly through the air on wings, and then it will be easy to fly even to distant watering hole.

Surprised Tolstoy, Dostoevsky touches.
Every work of Tolstoy is building. Whatever you read or not even started it to write ("excerpts", "start") - he builds. Everywhere a hammer, a plumb line, measure, plan, "conceived and resolved". Already from the beginning of all of his work is, in essence, to the end built. And in all this no arrows (in essence, no heart).
Dostoevsky - the rider in the desert, with a quiver of arrows. And blood drips, where does its arrow. Dostoevsky roads man. Here "expensive"-that nothing in the Large. Forever "urges", well, let it is followed by "convinced". From "belief" nothing comes out except the stop paper and collect the paper, library, shop, newspaper dispute in a case, the metal of the monument. And Dostoevsky lives in us. His music will never die.

To conquer the marriage law of love... it would seem that the fact of Christianity: the all - conquering law of harmony, peace, and quiet. But it is Christianity - not Islam, not Judaism, two thousand years beats another principle: to Conquer the love of the law of marriage.
And all this choking. <...>
God created love. Adam and eve were in love... Love of the ancient "law of marriage". <...>
And follow this, priests; or, in any case, you will not obey. Will kill for it, and yet you will not obey: the word of Scripture - "love is stronger then and death."

A sincere person in Vice and insincere to virtue. Look, crimes are poured as a free song; but a virtuous life stretches like a memorial service. Why is that? Why such a horror? <...> The picturesque Vice and virtue so lackluster. What kind of horror?!

We have no dreams of their homeland. On the bare ground grew cosmopolitan reverie. The Greeks have it. Was the Romans. The Jews have. From a French "chere France", the British - "Old England". The Germans - "our old Fritz." Only last Russian high school and University - "cursed Russia". How is it surprising that every Russian with a 16-year-old sticks to the party "overthrow the state system". <...> We have a word "Fatherland" is recognized simultaneously with the word "curse."
View the names of the magazines: "tarantula", "Wasp". A whole publishing house "Scorpion". Some Central Asian insect (was journal). "Wild rose". All the "sting" of Russia. "How and where to start poison." Wonder if she got mad.

Liberalism has some amenities, without which rubs the shoulder. Schools will be much, and I will be where to send him. And in a liberal school, my son will not whip and will learn easily and well. He gets sick: call the enlightened doctor who heart disease is not mixed with volvulus. Thus, "progress" and "liberalism" have a suitcase in which "everything is allowed" and "everything is convenient", and which preferably take on the road and not a liberal. Liberal prettier will publish "War and peace". But a liberal would never write "War and peace": and here is its border. Liberal "offering", but not the soul. The soul is not a liberal, and the enthusiasm of faith. Soul - the madness, the fire. Soul warrior: and he goes "boots", made liberal. The liberalism we need to look back, and hold it have a hand like a handkerchief. The handkerchief, of course, necessary: but who is it "praying to God". "Not lubwama" thing - he is in the back pocket, and the owner doesn't see him. And liberalism do not ever watch (focus), but it is also wrong ("third shoulder") would not allow it.

Decided in advance that the person is not a genius. In addition, he is a natural villain. In the end, these two "safe" turned out to be the official and the decision everywhere to have a bureaucracy.

The state breaks a bone to those who before him does not bend or does not meet it with love, as the bride of the groom. The state is force. This is his main. Therefore, only the viciousness of the state that is his weakness. The "weak state" is a contradictio in adjecto [Contradiction in the definition (ital.)]. Therefore, the "weak state" is not already a state, but simply no.

European civilization will perish from compassion. As Greece, from the sophists and Rome - from "parasites" (the hangers-on at the table optimates). The mechanism of destruction of European civilization would be paralyzed against all evil, all rascaldom, all crimes: and in the end times villains will break the world. Note that now crowd, sneered, scornfully insulted all the good, simple, calm, simply virtuous. <...> So, in fact (die), not from compassion, but from lusotropicalism... In some kink that... Civilizations die from the perversion of the main virtues, rod, "destined," in which "all the dough had risen"... In Greece, it was the intelligence in Rome - volo, "dominate", and the Christians call love. "Humanity" (society and literature) and there are ice love...

Nationality, for each nation has her rock, her fate; maybe even black. The fate of its strength. "Fate will not go": and from "the fetters of the people," do not go.

Disgusting human being begins with complacency. And then was smug officials. Then we became revolutionaries. And I hated them.

Defend my love of nails, make love your teeth. Defend her against her mind, defend her against the government. Be strong in love and God bless you. Because love is the root of life. And God is life.

As fading flowers people.
Autumn - and nothing more. How scary is "no." How terrible the fall.