Character: Charlie Gordon

For the first time in many weeks she invited me in. I stood at the closed door and slowly boil. I wanted to scream, to Bang on the door, kicking it, burning down the house. Well then, on the way home, I began little by little to calm down. And I felt freedom. With the feeling of freedom came a sadness. I wanted to love Alice, overcome emotional and sexual fears, to have children, the house. Now it is impossible. I'm as far away from Alice with an IQ of 185 as before with an IQ of 70. The only difference is that now we both understand that.

Even a moron wants to be like the others.

I kept telling myself again and again that we need to do something and then forget or maybe just easier to do nothing when I tell myself I need to do.

I wonder how many mysteries remain unsolved just because of the fact that scientists or knew too little, or too believe in yourself and the ability to manage the creative process?

In a row if I pamozhet. I rarely watched late transmission according to the present televizoru not become smart from Etowah. Maybe not all gear Annees.

- Charlie...
Just go. Leave me alone. I wasn't me anymore. I fall apart and I don't need.

Her head suddenly became a void. The brain was empty and that was unusual because during these sessions I always find something to say. Dreams.. memories... problems... of the Association.

Me just happened a strange thing... it seemed to Me that all it already was and the same scene in exactly the same...

That's the role that I always wanted to play big Brother.

Life and work - better than that man can have nothing.

I'm at the top and realize it. All around it seems that I'm killing myself with work, but they don't understand that now I live on the peak of clarity and beauty. the existence of which was not suspected. All my components are set to work. By day I absorb, and in the evenings - in moments. before you fall asleep, ideas fireworks explode in my head. Not in a world of greater pleasure.

At some point it dawned on me, and I guessed that not movies I need, and people! I just wanted to be filled with human bodies the dark.

I was looking into a shimmering fantasy world of the screen that left me with the same life.

All turns out not as we would like.