Character: Hachiman Gekiga. Page 1

After looking at the image in the notebook, I took a deep breath. Maybe I should call early. But we usually postpone calls and messages that we don't like. For example, when you need to report on the progress of work or on the late. In the psychology of losers laid, what about things you need to tell us as late as possible to postpone the anguish and awkwardness for later. As a result, the damage from such actions is amplified many times...

... Silently each other not to understand, but words can not convey. During the year, we realized it ad nauseam. The arrogance of the phrase "to talk, to understand each other" and the illusion that we can understand each other without words. Therefore, I constantly questioned the choice of words, selection of phrases, taratara that matter in fact, and without saying anything, what's really important.

My emotions and sentimentality is hard to describe in words what they and extremely dangerous: you can give them any shape, and at the same time it is very difficult to describe to another person so that he understood. They are something opaque, formless, fuzzy, and if their use of words, will inevitably be a serious mistake. Moreover, I don't really want to give them concrete form.

.. I have to tune in to the conversation; on emotions we can't understand who is right and who is wrong, and correct each other. However, there is no problem: my emotions are already dead, leaving only the emotions with the sign "minus".

We all need some kind of Foundation, your confidence, your achievements. No one can give you that confidence, and even if you give in it will make no sense if the recipient is not convincing. So people want to establish themselves independently.

I simply did not want to complete what for so long has not changed, so I was silent. I just realized now that even seemingly immutable things and people can one day just up and abyss.

I do guess that even at the University I will not have some crucial meetings, and what I find there is nothing like a purpose for his life. From birth to today, I to anything especially did not aspire, I guess I'm just not the person who could follow my dreams. But even if I found something like that, then surely somewhere would have failed somewhere if he refused, apologetically, that are not so wanted. The result I can see. But it is, in fact, not a reason for pessimism, because these people think most.

I think if a person is able to look at myself after one mistake, it can be called capable of...

I don't understand girls. With their eternal question, "do you know why I'm angry?". Whatever the answer, still would be wrong and guilty.

Question! What to do if the street is met with a classmate? <...> If it's someone with whom you do not communicate, it would be correct to ignore it. If you just friend - to welcome and to leave. And if a friend - you can at any time to meet and talk to his heart's content, so you can just dump. Hell, whomever you met, the correct answer is "dump"!

... It is necessary to turn the conversation to some neutral topic. Even though it will look like an escape from reality. I know that the stick that reality to the person - not the best option.

The day when I will fulfill the promise, perhaps, ever did come.

Everyone goes through this. And, right, at the time, and I dreamed about this. But going through middle and then high school, you gradually begin to realize you surrounding reality and its mechanisms. And Willy-nilly lower the bar of expectations. You will never see your dreams come to life, this is, dare I say, this world...

Bitter medicine works better, right? So I believe. If all defined bitterness, my life would be ideal.