Character: Andrea

- Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in some other world. It's like playing the role of a completely different person. Do you know what I mean?
- You're trying to live up to other people's expectations. To be an exemplary sister, a loving daughter and a good friend.
- I'm not coping...
- Look, I understand that it's hard for you. We are at an age where we have huge expectations. Diploma, career, personal life. Also, my brother was missing. I can't imagine how you're holding on at all.
- I don't even know if I'm holding on. I don't even know how to react to all this. I'm confused. I am tired. Sometimes I feel like I'm just not enough...
- Not good enough or not smart enough? Not enough "that", not enough "it". People will always judge you just for not looking like that, not talking like that, or not reacting that way. But that doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you.
- Really?
- Nope. Never listen to outsiders. They judge you by their own demons.
- But I'm...
- You're beautiful, Andrea. You're kind, helpful, incredibly smart. You are the person who always fights for justice and protects loved ones at any cost. I didn't love you for your appearance. I loved you for who you are. It pains me to see you doubt yourself.

“You're beautiful, Andrea. You are kind, responsive, incredibly smart. You are the person who always fights for justice and protects loved ones at any cost. I didn't love you for your looks. I loved you for who you are. It hurts me to see you doubt yourself.

- The way you acted is admirable. Usually, after a breakup, people pour mud on each other, blacklist each other, and then call from another number at three in the morning to talk about feelings.
- People are selfish. Entering into a relationship is the choice of the person himself. You need to be able to respect each other. No matter how critical the situation may be.

- Cross swords with death you maybe are not ready yet, but you can stand beside me and... to frown at her.
Frown to death, I smiled.
Yes. Frown, waving her hands and showing middle finger while Fergus uncovering your katana, laughed Andrea.
Will do, Sensei, - I nodded.

I'm tired of these endless injections, doses of drugs, I'm sick of only their names! I want to feel free, at least on this trip. I'm used to pain. Don't even know is good or bad, but it has already become an integral part of me. And whenever I own to deal with the next attack, I feel his superiority, his power in front of this pain. And you have no right to deprive me of this. You see, Tom, I'm not that stone. Anything else can feel.

Mom says that when it comes to you pain, you need to try to remember the brightest event in my life. Warm memories are as effective as any analgesic.

I can't believe that in a few hours, I'm not going to hide in the bushes to smoke a cigarette, says Andrea.
- Why do you smoke? After all, in your position Smoking brings more harm than healthy people.
- Smoking is the only thing that connects me with healthy people. - Making a short pause, Andrea continues: - Promise me that when my hands stop moving, you bring me a lighter.
- I promise. This is the strangest promise in my entire life.

People had previously died. People die all the time.. people will always die. This can't be changed is no one to stop.

- Align the gun so you saw this little thing on the end of the gun, between these two, which are on your side... then, focus on what you want to shoot... and shoot.
- A complete lack of faith in me. Very invigorating. Continue in the same spirit. You just gave me the normal ammo? I would fall from time to time.
- Try to throw them a gun, then maybe it will.

If it's rest, then, in my opinion, wrong. It is cruelty for fun. But the world is already cruel.

Sometimes to fight - not the wisest decision.

The pain will not go away, just need to free up space for it.

I love you more than you can withstand without getting bored, that's all!