Character: Clerve



I have to fight the shadow, the invisible, the man who is not here and who, because of this, looms everywhere and is invulnerable; he is a hundred times stronger than me because he is not, he is sinless because he is not, he is perfection because he is not, he has a terrifying advantage - he is absent, and this gives him the strongest weapon against me. And I'm here, and you see me for who I really am, the way I am now, you see how I get out of myself, how unfair I am (call it that), how petty and stupid I am. And in contrast to me, you have his grandiose ideal image in front of you; he is not wrong because he does nothing and says nothing, and it is as useless to fight as it is useless to fight the memories of the dead.
№ 412596   Added MegaMozg 01-02-2021 / 01:42
Everything froze around. Even the scandal that suddenly broke out in the cafe did not break the silence. From somewhere in the blink of an eye, a policeman appeared, several Algerians were gesticulating fervently, a girl was vilifying everything in the world, newspaper boys were running down the street screaming. Only Clerfe and Lillian sat in silence, it seemed as if they had sunk in glass suits to the bottom of an unfamiliar and restless lake; they felt no desire and were full of love.
№ 412549   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 22:09
This silence is stronger than the storm, for it was at the beginning and will be at the end, and the storm itself was born out of silence.
№ 412548   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 22:06
What is happening to me? How awkward a person becomes when he truly loves! How quickly self-confidence flies from him! And how lonely he seems to himself; all his vaunted experience suddenly dissipates like smoke, and he feels so insecure.
№ 412533   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 09:15
I hung up your dresses and conjured over them to make you come back. This I learned from you. Black magic and at the same time consolation. After all, a woman can leave her lover, but she will never give up her dresses.
№ 412531   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 09:09
“Because you know how fast it goes, and you want to keep it.
№ 412526   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 08:54
- I really like you. Why don't I ever call you by name?
- No one calls me by name.
- Then I should be even more so called.
№ 412507   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 07:57
And you know, you're drunk, but it's very good for you.
№ 412506   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 07:54
- Then talk about it all the time. I need it like water and wine.
№ 412505   Added MegaMozg 31-01-2021 / 07:51
The most dangerous thing is that both the blue stocking and the Greek hetaira from the times of decline, which fate threw in Byzantium, coexist in you.
№ 412376   Added MegaMozg 30-01-2021 / 03:12
Your actions can never be foreseen. You obey special laws unknown to me.
№ 412375   Added MegaMozg 30-01-2021 / 03:09
- Garlic, moon and lies that I can not recognize in any way.
№ 412374   Added MegaMozg 30-01-2021 / 03:06
I feel like I've always been waiting for this night. The whole world that stretches behind the garlic-soaked porter's office is dead. Only we managed to escape.
№ 412373   Added MegaMozg 30-01-2021 / 03:03
At night, your skin glows like a shell from the inside. It does not absorb light, it reflects it.
№ 412372   Added MegaMozg 30-01-2021 / 03:00