TV series: Shades of blue (Shades of Blue). Page 3

People amaze me. I watched their behavior. And I can say that almost all others do not have the slightest idea what makes them tick. And I feel sorry for those beasts, they reached the bottom, but did not understand the hundreds of things that could be done differently.

Greed, pride, love, woman - that was my downfall. But as in all fairy tales, in this sweet madness are two sides of the coin, isn't it? It "she said" and "he said." I knew, I knew that to be with her irrational. It was dangerous, to put it mildly. It must have been a part of, but once I was hooked. This siren lure me to the rocky shore where she had committed the murder, which hung up on me. She blamed me for what I had to do, it put me in such a light that even close friends turned on me. Worse, I let her in your thoughts, in your system. If you do, renounce control. The part of you that knows better, shouting and requires you to leave, but another part does not allow you to leave. It's like gravity is too much attraction. Sometimes I think I'm slowly losing my mind, steal him from me. And yet, every time I see her I feel the same rush, the same mix of nausea and joy.

Know why I made these bullet holes? They recall that I almost lost. I look at them every day and promise myself the same thing when I first held you in my arms to protect you. I did all that I wanted, but it's a promise.

- You have to tell me the truth.
- I'm not your girlfriend, Cristina. You're my daughter. And someday, when you have a baby, you will understand that the mother should not burden him with my problems.
- Our problems! This is our problem, mom. But instead of coming from you, I'll find out from a stranger.
- What is the truth you want to hear, Christine? How this psycho obsessed with me? As he chased me, he chased my daughter? He invaded my life, tied me up, gagged and dressed! Want to hear how he'd raped me and buried me in the woods if I hadn't cut his wrists!? You want to hear!?..

To get rid of Stahl - it is necessary to stop the hunt for his Ghost.

Inside, the best warning system.

- Now you have independent witness.
- Fear can have too much influence on what we see.
- A witness should have an impact on the course of the investigation!

Life is a precious gift. Fragile and fleeting. When it ends, we expect that in the next moment we Wake up as from a beautiful dream. When we take this dream, we're longing for another chance. To say what we want to say to the person who deserves it most. James Nava has awakened something in me, feelings long forgotten. It's rare to have someone who... someone... James made me a better person than I am. He made me laugh, it made me see the world the way he saw it himself. Because of his work, James saw humanity in its worst forms, but still believed in our infinite good. James could do nothing to help, he wasn't trying to get noble, so he was... And I always will miss him...

- If there is something good that happened is the fact that you're finally home.
- So I should have shot me long ago.

- And what would you do, Who, in my place? Would you leave?
- ...
- They took it from me! They killed him!
And I will not allow them to do the same with you.

- And what would you do, Who, in my place? Would you leave?
- ...
- They took it from me! They killed him!
And I will not allow them to do the same with you.

- You are given a second chance, start over.
I don't want to start all over again. I want to return everything as it was originally.
- And I'm not.
- You dream of a world in which no place for someone like me. Me too. But it does not exist.

When I was lying on the floor, I realized clearly that death will not bring peace. There are no bright light, only fear. Fear, and loneliness. The doctors said I was dead for two minutes...

- Harley... find that the word does not help...
And it is not necessary. We know who did it - me! I killed him!
- Harley, no...
- Do not! Don't bother me! I want exactly to remember this feeling.
- Believe me, you won't forget.
- Harley, you have to be strong. We'll take care of everything.
- I had to be there!
- Then under the sheet would you.
- I could have prevented it.
- Harley, it's not your fault.
- You can't do it herself. Look at me, I'll sort it, whatever it takes. I will fix it.
- This is impossible to fix...